FtM Transgender???

Chapter #26: crystal castle

A/N ahoy! so I onnly got 5 more weeks of school left! yay! can't wait for the summer it's gonna be great now that I have friends! wow i sound so loner xp haha well i'm glad you liked the last chapter and as someone said they couldn't believe Dane doesn't know Mac likes him, well I don't think Mac even knows that he has feelings for Dane :p

Dane's P.O.V

 Waking up to birds chirping and soft rays of sunlight was a nice way to wake up, streching a bit, I feel better then the other day, maybe now I would be able to go back to my room... though I hope my puke is cleaned up.... oh i feel back for who ever ceaned it. looking around Mac's room, i see piles of clothes  every where and his table was a mess too. Looking at the clock it was 11:15 am, so everyone was at school or work. Sitting up slowly, I get myself standing and make my way to the kitchen to get a glass of water.

"what are you doing up?" aksed Mac from the living room, as he sat where you could see any one going in to the kitchen.

"I'm getting a glass of water?" I asked back as if I was in trouble for wanting such a thing. Getting up he scops me up and walks me to the table and sets me down in a chair... I think I could have been fine on my own but you know thanks anyway..

"want ice in it too? do you feel okay? are ya dizzy? any fever? chills?" Mac asked as he poured me my glass.

"Mac, I'm okay, just a sore throat and a little stuffy is all, I feel way better then yesterday." I say trying ti relax him.

"you mean two days ago.... you've been sleeping for two days, only half awake to try and crawl to the washroom which I had to pick you up and carry you there when you did wake up." having a shocked look on my face he pats my head and hands me my glass of water, sipping on it he pulls a chair next to me and sits down. " I'm glad you're feeling better, was a bit worried that I'd have to take you to the hospital or something."

"well I guess tomorrow I will ahve to go to school hmm?" looking down I really didn't want to go... I never liked going to school, there were to many people and I'd rather just do it all at home...

"actually, you will be going into homeschooling... you talked in your sleep... like not really talked more like cryed a little... it was either about school and how much you didn't wanna go or your old friends and your mother..." scratching his head, I could feel my face going 50 shades of red, I cried in my sleep? where one of my masks when I need one!?

"oh..." not knowing what to say i just hide behind my glass of water by sipping some more

Seeing how I was reacting, Mac smirks a bit and tussles my hair as he stands up and leaves the kitchen. So I wasn’t going to school anymore? Well… I don’t even know how to respond to that, like amazing but wow he is actually going to let me stay home and never go back to school again? Soon after really letting it sink in, I jump up, doing a happy dance and giggle like a little school boy. I will never have to walk in a school ever again and be judged and stressed out about it! Skipping into my room, I see it’s all clean and my masks were on my dresser, there were two new ones on my bed, the first one I really noticed first was light blue and looked like it had soft clouds on it, and it looked really nice. The other one was a soft green with some yellow spots on it. Finding my phone, I plug it into my speakers and turn up my music, I was really in the mood to do things but I didn’t know what so music and my fail dancing was the one thing that popped into my head. Being in my room for some time Mac peeks in and sees my horrid dance skills.

“emm Dane? Whatcha doin?” He asks holding his stomach from trying not to laugh

“I was just listening to music and dancing… and I know I suck but I have all this energy and don’t know what to do with it, so I do this.” Frowning at him, I stick out my tongue and cross my arms like a little child, I did not need this from him.

“alright alright, I shouldn’t laugh, your way better then ish so. You know if you wanna do something you can just say so, and we could do something…..?” Mac awkwardly says as he rubs this head and never makes eye contact. Nodding my head, I just stand there... it was weird that Mac would offer that up, this wasn't like him at all. 

"is.... is it okay if I went out for a  walk?" scratching my head, I look to my feet .

"ummm... sure, do ya want me to come along?" Mac asked.

"emm no it's alright, I'll have my phone on me if I get lost." Nodding his head, he leaves me room, Looking out my window it was a nice sunny day so I get out some short and put on a plain white shirt and head for the front door. Hearing Mac in his studio, I leave with out saying a word.

Not walking to walk on the streets, I walk around the house and see that there is a forest, it's probably not that big but it looked magical and relaxing. Walking towards it, I could feel myself realxing already, forests just did that to me, no matter what they could calm me down. Walking deeper into the forest light from the sun shone through the trees making it look so beautiful and mysterious. Hearing the chirps of birds and other little animals, I felt like I was in a whole new world. Finding a small stream, I follow it and see some deer drinking from it, leaving some space between us, I keep walking, exploring this new world. 

a/n ;) haha i'mma leave it there, and yesterday was my birthday! i'm 17 now!!!! and I got a binder!!