a/n another update in one day? i think so! X3 haha had a great day at school today, i think i might have a crush on someone but shhhh! thats between us only! ;p
Dane's P.O.V
After a long night without any rest, I was out to the airport by 9am with just a taxi driver to wave goodbye as I left to enter the airport. Being at the airport wasn't that bad... though I wished I could have said goodbye to Mark, Kain and Cris. The wait at the airport was a two hour wait, though it gave me a chance to calm down a bit and just put myself together again. Now I hated airplanes, I never have liked them and I don't think I ever will. but at least the flight was ONLY 2 and half hours long.... I wanted to die so much plus my right eye felt funny for the most part of it, like there was so much pressure on it and which made me feel dizzy. Once we had landed I was rushing straight for the door knowing once I was out I was back on solid ground.Speed walking on the path to the gate doors, I reach them in seconds and go on the search for my bags, not even10 minutes and I have all my bags and am waiting for my new "family" to pick me up, my bitch of a mother said they would be there around 1:30 or 1:40... well hours went by... and I mean hours, it was 5:40 by the time a taxi man drove up to me, as I was on the curb, and asked if I was Jamie, I nodded and he helped me but my bags in the trunk. Once on the road, I plug myself into my music and play my favorite music, 19 200 by gorillaz.
Once we reached the house, it was on the out skirts of Toronto, and the outside of it look alright, so I guess it couldn't be all that bad... though they didn't even pick me up and sent a cab hours late... oh boy... grabbing all my bags I wobble up the three steps and knocked on the door. waiting I hear some noise, almost like things falling and crashing to the floor... what could be happening in there? hearing the door creek open, I glance in when out of no where this green-ish skin white blonde hair man pops into view, he snarls and I leap back a little.
"you 're Jamie?" the man mumbled in a rough voice, not able to find my voice, I just nod my head, opening the door more, he lets me in and yells are someone to help with my bags, the kid that comes running looks of my age maybe a little older, he looked like he had been beaten by someone, I wonder if he gets bullied... once moving passed the scary lookin man, we heard him yell out some more
"the room with the note on it!!" flinching at his tone, the boy picks up his speed a bit. it felt like we were traveling through a maze when we finally got to it.
"here's your room, there's a bed already in there and a dresser, plus a large closet and a window. you should like it...." mumbling his words I nod and open the door, by the time i turn back the boy is gone... weird. After I got all my bags in my room, I close my room and take in my new room. It sure was big,and he was right the closet was huge, the style of the room was in a Japanese style, which made it look cool, the bed was under the window though the window was high up so it didn't bother me much. Up above there were small lights that hung down, I guess they were to light up the room, as all the light was there was from the window. after a moment of looking around, I start to unpack my things. Not wanting to be seen, I found my mask that I made in grade 9, it was white with black eyes and it had a simple smile on it, putting it on I felt a little safer... Once I was unpacked, I layed on my bed and just stared at the ceiling... I wonder if this place will be better then my old home....I wonder what will happen...
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later that night
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hearing a soft knocking on my door, I turn my head and see the door open slowly, it was that boy again.
"emm hi?" I mumble as i sat up on my bed
"ya hi... ummm 're.. I'm getting pizza, everyone else ate and forgot to wake me from my nap...said they forgot ya too... sorry about that, it's ya first night here and they already forgot ya.. haha.. well I was gonna get some pizza, and was wonderin if 're wanted some too..." scratching his head, he didn't look up at me as he spoke, taking a breathe, i sigh and stretch a Little
"sure... and it's okay I'm use to being forgotten, thanks for offering though, real nice of ya" looking up from his feet I show him a big smile to show how much this meant to me, blushing he hides his eyes with his dark purple bangs
"names Charlie.." he mumbles as he rolls his shoulders a bit.
"nice to meet you Charlie, I go by Dane, even though my mother said it was Jamie." seeing him nod, I suspect he thinks I'm a boy, and I sure as hell ain't gonna tell him no different.
"well I'll go get the pizza, cheese okay?" nodding my head, he leaves and shuts the door behind him, well at least there was one good guy here...
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mid-night
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Laying on my bed, I just couldn't fall asleep, I would think my body would be happy to sleep as I didn't get any the night before but apparently it wasn't ready for sleep. that night wasn't to bad, Charlie got us a large cheese pizza and we talked about a lot, he gave me some tips to living here and I told him a bit of my back story and what I had to deal with at my old school, he thought it was terrible what all the student and teachers did, I just shrugged it off and moved on to a new topic, he was a bit childish but it was nice, I could just be a happy boy with a friend and not worry about my mom or anything bad.
Hearing a noise from outside my room, I wasn't sure where it was coming from, but it sounded like someone stumbling around the house. Slowly getting up from my bed, I creep out of my room and head down the hall ways, looking around I found no one is the bathrooms,nor the living room, gaming room, music room,and I for sure wasn't going to go down the stairs of a dead end hall way that moaned and creaked with a cool breeze coming from it. so I went to the kitchen, only to find the Satanist that greeted me earlier that day. He was drunk, I knew that for sure, you could smell the alcohol 5 feet away from him, what was he doing up anyways.
"you.... come over ere...now!" sounding very displeased I didn't waste much time, quickly walking toward the man, I tense up in fear and i think that just fed him more. without of so much of a warning, I was laying on the floor feeling as if a brick had been thrown at me, what the hell?!
"what the-" before I could even finish, he was on-top of him, throwing punches at me like that was no tomorrow, I cried out in pain but no one came running, he then started kicking me and his one hand was griping my right shoulder so hand that I could feel his claws in my skin making me bleed.
"please stop!" I cried out in pain as he dragged me to the snick, by then I was blacking out and could feeling a liquid flowing down my neck ...I hope that's not blood...
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birds chirping and sun light woke me from my bed... how did I get here.... last I remember I was being dragged to the snick....moving a bit, I whimper in pain... shit, I got beaten up..Why can't I remember most of it though? god my head hurts a lot... no wait my right eyes hurts... a lot like ouch... what happen last night... turning my head I see a dark figure laying against the far wall by the door, it looked like it was holding a bottle... oh it's the satanist, Mac... I think he's the one who beat me up, but why would he be in here? did he carry me back here after he was done?? what the hell... moving again I whimper even more, awakening the sleeping satanist, he shakes his head and mumbles a few colourful words, then looks up to me, and it looks like it might be regret and pain in his eyes but it's removed in seconds by a grunt as he stood up... he slowly made his way over here, flinching a bit, he holds his hands up showing no harm, I relaxed a little. H e then sits at the edge of my bed and fiddles with his thumbs before he whispers a soft sorry the left.
Siting up slowly, I rub my head softly and struggle to stand up, glancing down I see all the bruised and scraps on my body... well that's not good, looking at my dresser I see that it now has a mirror on it, it looked pretty, walking over to it, I stare at the person show is standing in the mirror as I stood in front of it, He had one black eye that was swollen shut and had deep blue hair, when did I dye it blue!!? I don't even think I did! Maybe that's why Mac said sorry, he did this to me! that wanker!
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Fiksi Remajaschool is tough, and so can your home, and it's even tougher when your school hates anything that isn't straight, so being transgender is tough to be proud of when everyone is trying to "fix" you or are hating on you like there's no tomorrow
