A/N hey guys, it's been a while since I last updated, sorry bout that, I've been taking it easy from the internet and stuff, so I hope you all enjoy this chapter c:
~Ghosty
Kain's P.O.V
There were dark purple marks all over his body, how could she do this to him, why couldn't she just accept him for who he is? Looking back up to his beautiful face I couldn't understand why he wasn't planning on running away, I mean I would if it was me, and he wouldn't tell me his reason why he stayed there... what is wrong with him, he'll only get hurt even more if he stays.
"Kain?" looking at his eyes I could tell he was scared, pulling him into another hug, I didn't want to let go...
"..yes?" resting my lips on his head, he wrapped his arms around my torso, so in return I pull him closer by slipping my hands to his hips, he really is a small person.
"I don't know what to do...it's like everything I do is a mistake to her...and even if I try to talk to her ,she doesn't listen..." I knew he was crying, I could hear his small whimpers against my chest...
"shh I know I know... sigh, we'll get through this, together ." our foreheads touching, I could tell this kind of connection was what he needed. Just someone to be there for him, when no one else was, when no one will listen to try to understand him. I knew I was gonna have to make him cry more.. He has so much weighing him down, it's not good for him, a person can only take so much till they snap... "Dane, why do you stay there? it's like poison to you." looking down on him, I could see him looking away
"it doesn't really matter.." mumbling as he stepped away, I knew he didn't wanna talk about it but I couldn't drop it, he needs to get this off his chest..
"if it didn't matter, then you would have moved in with Mark by now... what is it that holds you there?" stepping a bit closer, I can see him tense up, this might be a long day...
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Bridgit/Dane's Mother's P.O.V
Waking up that morning I knew that Jamie would be walking to school, but luckily she will be dressed as a girl, Now I had the morning to talk to Robert about the all girl school I wanted to put her in, hopefully he will say yes before he leaves again from another work trip to England today. After getting myself up and semi ready for the day I go out to the kitchen and make myself some coffee, turning to see my handsome husband reading the new paper, I walk over to the table and take the seat by him, looking up from his paper right away, I laugh a bit in my head, it always amused me how I had him wrapped around my finger.
"so.. honey, I was thinking of something " playing with my coffee mug, I didn't want to rush it or he will for sure say no all together, Jamie was like his little princess... I didn't understand why, she thought it was okay to dress like a boy, she was born a girl so she shouldn't go against god's plans.
"yes and what would that be?" rising an eye brow at me, I smile back at him
"well you know.. I was thinking that maybe it would be good for Jamie to check out some all girl schools... it seems she's a bit confused and maybe that will straighten her out, help her find her way, you know." folding his papers up , he places them calmly down before snapping his eyes back at me.
"I think...that, that would be an bad idea... I think you should back off a little so that she can figure things out for herself, doing that will only make her go against you even more." what he said made since, although it wasn't what I as looking for... maybe a catholic school would be better.
"well what about a catholic school?" looking up at him as he started to leave to get ready he pats my head as if saying to just leave it alone... damn.
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Driving to school was calming, like always it was nice and sunny out, the bird were chirping and there was a nice cool breeze, hopefully today will be a good day. Once parked, I enter the front doors and head straight to the staff room, to join the others in some morning chit chat, it wasn't much chit chat but it was enough for most of the staff, siting down in the usual spot, I take out my cell and text my last good byes to Robert before he leaves for England on his plane. Another day at work, and hopefully another good day with Jamie, the girl she was born to be.
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Dane's P.O.V
"KAIN YOU JUST WONT UNDERSTAND!!" why can't he understand this, I can't leave.... I'll ruin the family, like what I'm doing now, that's all I ever do now, if I leave, dad will get upset and ask, and I'll probably have to tell him the truth which would end in my parents splitting apart, and I don't wanna do that to my dad! he has done so much for me and has been there for me for so much
"Well maybe if you'd explain it to me I would!!" Both of us were yelling which has been going on for about a hour and a bit...
"NO, IT DOESN'T MATTER SO JUST DROP IT ALREADY! " I wanna and I don't, I don't know how to put it into words or if I can handle even talking about it.
"Dane, if it didn't matter you wouldn't be so upset...., I just wanna help okay?" lowering his voice I knew he was trying to calm me down...
"if you wanna help, then you would wait till I am ready to talk to you about this....because honestly I don't know how to explain it all right now or if I can handle talking about it" feeling tears rolling down my face again, Kain steps closer to me to wrap his warm arms around me, and as he did I just crumble in his arms.
"alright alright.... "picking me up he starts to carry me out of the cave." we'll go home, to Marks alright? just relax and think of what we will do about you skipping school today okay?" nodding my head in agreement, I let him carry me the whole way, seeing as one he is strong enough and two I don't think my legs would be able to hold me up right now, I felt so weak and defenceless .
A/N hey guys sorry i didn't write to much for this chapter, i'm not good with fights like those and tonight I'm just feeling really down... I'm worried that I wont see the girl I really really really like before i leave in 10 days, i haven't seen her since my birthday.. yea may 16... :c next chapter i will do way better i promise!! and if you guys want to see anything comment your ideas or inbox me, i wanna include you guys in this xp
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