A/N hey guys it's been a long while and i know you're all probably pissed at me for not updating but i will try to update more as i still ahve no new friends at my new school xp well maybe a few but i don't have them on fb or on my cell so i'm still pretty lonely oh well xp hope you enjoy!
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DANE'S P.O.V
Walking down the road with Cris, I could tell something was on his mind but I didn't want to bother him. looking down the road I could see the store clearly, with it's red blicking sign that read "open", the sky's over head were pretty, shades of orange and pink filled the sky as it grew darker and darker.thinking of all the things that had happen just a hour ago, i was amazed that i wasn't crying over the rejection of my own mother but then again... i guess i always knew she rejected me. shaking the depressing thoughts away i smile and grab Cris's hand.
"come on Cris lets run the rest of the way!!" laughing at his shocked face from my burst of energy, my words slowly sincking it, he smiles and i start to run pulling him at first but then with his long legs caught up and was soon leading me. Putting in my all we were toe to toe, breathing heavy and still laughing as we ran hand in hand. Reaching the store we were both huffing and puffing as we tried to catch our breathes.
"Gezz Dane I din't think you could keep up!" Cris breathed, as he patts my shoulder laughing in disbeilf.
"haha hey! I'm great at running okay! i enjoy it you know." laughing as i said that , Cris opens the store door and holds his hand out for me to take to walk inside.
looking around we get some Airzona and candy, yummm my fav! checking out of the store we head back home hoping that no one noticed we were gone.
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KAIN'S P.O.V
Passing around the living room
i couldn't belive Dane and Cris snuck out like that, like really they could have just told us..... gezz. hearing the creek of the back door, me and Mark raced over to see Cris and Dane holding Airzona and candy in their hands!
"really?! you guys couldn't have told us where you went? we were both worried sick!" not leting them off i was no not imprested, seeing Dane's face scrunch upp, i could tell he wasn't either....
"Kain don't even! we both needed our space from you guys so we went to the store to just relax so chill, not like we weren't gonna come back gezz."
looking down at my feet, i couldn't help but feel bad for yelling at him.
"sorry Dane... I didn't mean to yell like that.." feeling a few pats to my cheek, i look up to see him stand right infront of me, his beautiful eyes looking straight into mine.
"yes you did... but i understand your concern so i forgive you...." lighting kissing my cheek he walks up to the stairs heading into his room... well mine but still..looking back to the guys Mark jerks his head in the direction Dane went in, nodding my head i follow him up stairs.
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CRIS'S P.O.V
Looking back at Mark as Kain left to follow Dane, i wished i had what they did.. i loved Mark but he's been so busy with them and hasn't been here for me... i know i'm being self-ish but i'm allowed to at times and right now i want Mark for myself. seeing him look straight back, i can see the look in his eyes, lust, passion, sorrow... i guess he felt a bit bad for not noticeing me much this week.. taking a step closer to me, I turn to place my things on the counter behind me, once turning back around, he was now right in front of me, i could feel his hot breathe on my neck, it felt so good i had to hold back a shiver. looking slowy up his face, i took in all his features, man was he ever good looking. reaching his eyes , he slowly moves his lips close to mine, not wanting to be so easy i made my move to the door frame in a blink of the eye. glancing over to him, i could see he was a bit flustered but giving him a hinting smile and wink, i walked off to the stairs, heading to his room, not even on the secound step he was there behide me, looking back just enough for him to see one of my eyes, i look away and continue up the stair with Mark on my feet. Once in his room, i went to turn around to face him but before i knew it i was on my back on his head with him on top of me. wow.
Looking straight into his eyes, i knew he was only focus on me and nothing else. kissing his cheek lightly and trailing down his neck , i could feel him shiver a bit, dam i was good! suddenly feeling his soft lips on top of mine, i sit up quickly wrapping my hands around his neck as he placed me in his lap, his hands slipping under my shirt on my back as we kissed. soon deepening the kiss he pulls me tighter and licks my lower lip for enterence, thikcing of teasing him and not letting him wasn't gonna happen as the split moment of thought had him already bitting my lower lip, almost demanding for it. not wanting to keep him waiting i let him and soon his tongue is exploring my mouth. breaking apart to catch our breathes he pulls my shirt off and throughs it off to the side, liking this idea i striped him of his shirt too, leaning back i admire his 6 pack, noticing Mark leans forword and lays me down again only now rubbing my chest and stomache and slowly moving lower and lower, god it felt so good! and now he was teasing me too! argh!
Noting being able to handle anymore teasing i push his hands down to my belt and tugg at his, hearing him chuckle at my display of lust, he begins to unbuckle mine and i undo his like my life depended on it. now sliding off both our pants only our boxers were i the way of skin on skin contact.
As his eyes meet mine, his soft lips lightly touches the surfaces of mine, gently kissing me down to my neck while his hands slide up and down my chest. He knows how much the suspense was killing me, but he didn't stop. He tied me down on the bed, covering my mouth so that i won't be able to speak. As his lips slowly move down my body til it reaches my stomach, he gently whispers in my ears " Shhh...Just relax." The way he spoke..The sweet tone of his voice made me shiver in arousement..Gently trying to bite down on my bottom lip so i won't make a peep or try to whimper..He spread my legs kissing the insides of my thighs all the way up til he reaches his destination..While he did that, I started to feel a tingling sensation crawling up my spine. My body started to shake forming sweats on the surfaces of my skin.
truely he was all mine tonight and man did i ever love him.
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and i would love to give a great and wonderful thanks to my best friend Wolf jennings for helping me finish this chapter :) your amazing girl!!!! :D
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