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Why?

Why?

Why did I have to...

Why did I have to let this happen?

Let all of this happen?

Why did he have to die?

Why did that amazing man

That loud,

obnoxious

idiot

that I love so much

have to die?

And why did it have to be at my hands?

I killed him.

Oh god I killed him

How could I do this?

How could I let myself do such a thing?!

My best friend

My brother

My boyfriend

The only person who knew me, knew the real me

Dead

Gone

Bloodied, soiled, tarnished

And all at my hands

How could I let this happen?

He's gone

Just like my brother

Just like my friends

All of them are gone, flung around the room

Blood spattered all over

The reins of hell have been at work here

And through my hands

But why?

Why?

Why did it have to happen if he loved them?

What did happen?

Just flashes of red

Slices of a knife

Shots of a gun

Shouts of joy

And the suddenly death surrounded him

Why?

Why did they all die?

Why did he let himself be persuaded to kill them?

And all

for

one

loving

family

that can never love him now because they got caught in the fray.

Why?

He knelt over his body.

His best friend

His boyfriend

And he screamed a loud, anguished scream like nothing heard before

And as the knife once again drew blood

Penetrating his own skin like it was a final sheath

As he screamed again

But now in pain

He asked himself again

Why?

As he saw them

Waiting for him

Some smiling

Some not

All waiting for this monster that had killed them

And they embraced him

And he pushed away

And he allowed himself to die

In spirit too

Why?

Because he was insane.

He had finally cracked.

The cold

dark

masked country

was snapped by a man with a flame

And

Norway

Died

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