Nobody Compares to You (One Direction fan fic)

Chapter 22: This is Wrong

So this chapter was probably Harry’s POV way back when Yani and he kissed.

Harry’s POV

I can’t help to run jealousy in my mind. I’ve been staring at them for the whole afternoon and it felt like I’ve been stabbed a gazillion times on my chest repeatedly. I hold back my tears knowing that my wish to be on Zayn’s place would never come true. I will be just this secret lover who could never confess to her what I feel. She was just this dream that’s too high to reach. I wish that I could’ve just confessed my real identity to her back then. I’m just this old pen pal guy of hers who could never reveal his true self for her. I felt guilt for that. If I could only turn back time 7 years ago. I’m just this another soul with feelings but there’s nobody to feel the pain. (P.S. I’ll tell you the pen pal thing on Chapter 27 0r 28 I don’t know when but not soon. PEACE!)

Not a long while later, I heard more footsteps coming in their direction. I can barely hear them for my world just stopped and focused on the beautiful girl standing right into the middle of the water. I didn’t mind the boy who she was close with for he was one of my best mate. All I can see and hear was Jessica. The girl who I never seen before but made me fell so hard.

I was about to leave when my eyes suddenly made one more glance to her. I can’t help but make a big grin on my face. The way the wind brush her brunette waves off from her shoulders and how the beauty on her ever remained. Like we said, I wish that was me.

I climbed up back to the yacht, shaking my curls then putting on a white v-neck top. As soon as I get myself prepared, I quickly walked back to my room.

Walking fast not minding the way ahead of me, I accidentally bumped to…..Yani. My mind suddenly confused. My emotions became mixed. I don’t know what to do. Then out of the blue, I found myself kissing her deeply on the lips. I felt happy, peaceful and sad. I knew that deep inside her, there’s doubt, hurt and anxiety. I can see tears holding from her eyes. I can’t help but feel sorry. After seconds of feeling a great grief, I finally let go. I can’t do this, this is wrong.

“I’m sorry Yani!”, I whispered looking on the ground. But she ran away.

So what do ya think?

I know, sorry for the late upload! I’m just, lost. And school’s about to start, probably can’t promise you anything. Forgive me!

But anyway, the pen pal thing I don’t know. But you will know it probably on the ¾ part of the story which probably I’m still at the 2/6 part of the story so hope you understand.

And who here has an annoying brother? I do and it sucks he’s the reason I can’t upload lately GRRR!

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-JMica xx*xxoo