Masks

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(A/N) DOUBLEE UPDATEE ( get it.. Double 'E' im hilarious)

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I knew how to fake a smile when I was 8.
I knew how to fake a laugh when I was 9.
I knew something was wrong with me when I was 10.
I started cutting when I was 11.
(Young. I know. Another thing I hate about myself.)
I learned to accept that I was the ugly friend.
I learned that everyone can't always be happy.
I learned that pain is good.
I know that I'm imperfect, I don't want to harm others around me though....
I finally learned that what I do to insure other people that I'm ok, is fake.
Like a mask.

(A/N)
I was thinking of doing these type of thing in that order and the useless rant ones would be normal.
DOUBLE UPDATE GO ME!!
I smiled today, a real one AUDMDOS,SIS DIXMDIJCMDI
I'm trying to stay clean but I can't, I can't do it. All the sharp things in my house are tempting me, mocking me. I need someone to tell me I'm ok, that everything will be fine but I always tell them they're lying to me.

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