(A/N) roniya = (ron-yah)
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She marks where she's going to cut, no not with a pen. Roniya scratches the places then cut there with her scissors. What if you misspell something on your arm. She never misspelled 'ugly' though.... Roniya always carved that word into her skin. It fees wonderful. She felt more alive when she bleeds, she has no idea why but she just does.
Everyone thinks Roniya this chirpy person with a sarcastic and witty personality, perfect right? Everyone loves little old Roniya, anyone can spill there secrets to her without hesitating because they know Roniya. But they don't have a clue who she really is. At home when no one is there, she take a shiny blade and glides on he skin with joy. Then quickly cleans up all the blood so know one will know the real depressing freak she is.
No one wants to see a POV of a depressed freak.
The next day Roniya makes sure to put on her mask before she enters school. People don't suspect a thing, because she's perfect little Roniya. It makes her feel sick about how these people live like that. Judgemental, cruel, dumb. So she tried to do something to make the people in her school think differently, no she didn't show her cuts. Instead she came out. She came out that closet she has been hiding for years. In all honesty, she thought she would fail.
People looked at her as if she was an Alien, but Roniya didn't see what was wrong with liking an opposite gender and liking same too. But it changed the people! It changed how they looked at people, they didn't judge her at all! This obviously took Roniya by surprise. She thought people would spread rumours and humiliate her. Roniya thought about this for a bit. Then she finally found out why they didn't judge her. Because they thought she was normal (in a way).
If she was just a little bit off, everyone would've judged her.
Different is good! People said.
Being different is awesome. People said.
Jokes on them, all of them are lies. All. Of. Them.
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(A/N) This was a new chapter, hoped you liked it.
This was a couple of months ago when I came out. I just decided to write this shitty chapter.
Bye loviez.
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