(A/N) this chapter includes homosexuality, if you are not comfortable with that, skip to next chapter.
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I like this one girl. Yes I may be a little young for my age to figure out that I am bi, but I am. She make me feel these types of ways that should be illegal. The thing is, she's straight.
WHAT DO I DO?!?!
She keep gushing over guys she likes and I'm uncomfortable with it but I can't tell her that! No I didn't come out yet. It's because of my age. I'm just so fucking scared. Why do I have to be like this, why couldn't I just be normal and happy. Why is that so HARD!
I hate myself.
I really wanna cut again, but besides writing, she my escape.
And now she's gone.
She left me for the girl who made me feel worse than I already did. Thank god for that medicine or else everyone would see my scars, I just wanna be normal. No I won't give details. But I'll tell you one thing, she is GORGEOUS! But every time I see her with her she looks so unhappy. Trust me I know what the difference between is a real smile and fake smile is. Whenever we make eye contact see turns away, I feel like it's all my fault.
But isn't it? She probably didn't want to stick around with a depressed freak anyways.
I
MISS
HER
(A/N) so yeah... I really like her💔
She might read this, who am I kidding no one will read this
-muke_eats_cake
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