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Breakup-Back <Grayson>

How do I tell him? How do I tell my first love that I can't do this anymore? I really don't want to end this relationship we have, but its just too much. Too much hate, too much pressure everyone puts on me by asking me how our relationship is going.

Its going great, it really is, I just can't deal with everything. I love, Grayson, so much. I just have to end it. Me and him are cuddling on the couch, I keep bitting my lip which is a habit of mine when I'm nervous.

"Hey, Grayson?" I said, breaking the comfortable silence.

"Hm?" He hums, his eyes closed.

"I need to tell you something." I gulp, as he sits up as I do too.

"W-what is it?" He asked, his voice full of worry.

"Um, you know how we talked about couples never lasting long?" I asked, giving him a little hint.

"Y/n, y-you're scaring me." He stutters, he pulls me onto his lap.

"I think," I pause, my eyes filling with tears. "I think we need to end this." I say, quietly.

"Y/n, no." His voice cracks. "No, no,
no, please. What did I do wrong? Did I not treat you well? This is all my fault! Oh my god, I can't believe I screwed this up!" He blames himself, a tear escapes his eye.

"No, Gray, its not like that. You did nothing wrong-"

"Then what is it?" He looked me in the eyes, his eyes were filled with hurt. "Do you not love me?" He barely whispered.

"Of course I love you, I just don't love the fact that people don't like us together." I admitted, my eyes filling with tears.

"Who the fuck cares about what people say. They can't control us. I love you, Y/n, please don't." He begged, cupping my cheeks.

"I'm sorry." I mumbled.

"Y/n." He cries, as I pull him into a hug.

He cries in my neck/shoulder, I let out a few tears as well. I really hate to do this to him but I have to, I know he can meet someone better. Someone people would actually love him to be with, someone whose pretty, and skinny. I know he will.

"Grayson, listen to me. I need you to listen to me." I said, cupping his tear stained face. "I want you to go find someone better. Someone who people would love to see you with, please. Just move on from me. I know it might be a while for you to do that but move on, don't mope around all day cause of me. Okay?" I said, looking him deep in the eyes.

"I can't." He cried.

"Yes you can." I fought back. "Promise me." I held out my pinkie.

"I can't pinkie promise you if I'm not going to keep the promise." He explains.

"Goddamn it, Gray, please just promise me!" I said, frustrated.

"Okay," He sighed. "I promise." He took my pinkie and I gave him a small, warm smile.

"Good." I said.

"Can I please just have one more kiss? Please." He pleads.

I nod my head, leaning in as our lips touch. Sparks is all I feel, so much emotion is going thru this kiss and thru my body. Man, I can't do this, I can't leave him. I have to have him back. Has it even been a minute yet? I already miss him and we haven't even been broken up for five minutes. I pulled away, he frowned.

"I'm really, really gonna miss that." I said.

"Then don't leave. Please, don't leave." He begged, his bottom lip trembling.

"I want to stay-"

"Then don't go, just say you'll stay and then we can forget about this conversation. Y/n, I am begging you please, don't leave me." He says, as his hands hold my waist.

"Okay, I'll stay." I said, his face lights up.

"Do you want to stay?" He asked.

"Yes." I nodded.

"Then why did you say that we had to end this?" He asked.

"Because, your friends hate us together, your fans hate us together, your parents hate us together. Hell, my friends and family even hate us together." I said, he frowned.

"It shouldn't matter what they think. We are perfect for each other, we love each other more than anything else in the whole world, they just don't see it cause they're fucking idiots. I love you, Y/n. Don't ever leave me please." He said, making me smile.

"I love you too, Grayson, and I promise I wont ever leave you." I kissed him with passion, which led to a make out session, till I pulled away.

"I'm ready." I whispered.

He smiled. "I love you." He whispered, continuing where he left off.

A/N: Idk what to title this so. Thanks for reading! Sorry if this sucked