Fat |Ethan|

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Ethan has been really stressed lately, considering he just got back from tour, he just moved out here in LA with his brother and me, and he also has another tour coming up next month.

I decided to just maybe help him relax by... Playing with him (Ahem). I put on my linger set and walked downstairs, smirking to myself. Once I reached the bottom step I hear Eth, talking to someone on the phone.

"Yeah.... Don't you think, Y/n is getting fat?... I know right, like we barely have food now cause of her." He lets out a light chuckle. "No... I might just ask her to come with me to work out tomorrow... Ok, bye Aaron... I'll try and keep the food safe." He let out another chuckle.

Son of a bitch.

Wow. So am I not good enough for him or? And keep the food safe? You're suppose to eat food, not let it sit there and leave it to go to waste. I looked down tears beaming in my eyes, I run back upstairs and into the bathroom.

I look at myself in the mirror, my body isn't that bad. I had a thigh gap, you can clearly see my collar bone, my legs had muscle, my stomach has a little bulge but its barely noticeable.

What the freck is this dude talking about fat? I'm not fat!

I shake my head, laughing to myself of how stupid my boyfriend is. I step on the scale seeing I'm,

173

I'm not fat. Am I? I'm just right for a seventeen year old, right? I walk out the bathroom and into me and Ethan's room, walking to the closet I pick out a pair of jeans and a white crop top.

I'm not one to cry about people not liking who I am, or how much I weigh. I'm the one to shut 'em up and walk away. But this is Ethan, my boyfriend, and he called me fat. I don't know what to do about that.

I jogged downstairs and was greeted by Ethan, who was stuffing his face with a cupcake.

Oh, so I'm fat?

He gives me a smile and I just roll my eyes, and walk to the kitchen. I opened the freezer and got the container of ice cream out, grabbing a spoon and walking to Ethan. I sat down next to him, opened the ice cream container and dug in.

I took a spoonful of ice cream and shoved it in my mouth, looking at Ethan who was looking at me disgusted.

"Fuck," I spit out the ice cream. "You." I got up, placed the spoon and ice cream on the table roughly, and stomped upstairs.

I walked to our room and slammed the door shut behind me, running my fingers through my hair as I sigh in frustration.

"Y/n?" I heard a soft knock.

Back off bitch.

"What?!" I snapped.

"Can I come in?" Ethan asked, sounding a little scared.

"No." I said, sternly.

He didn't listen. Instead he opened the door and peaked his head in. I looked at him and put my hands on my hips, licking my lips.

"What?!" I snapped again.

"Whats wrong?" He asked,
coming in the room.

"Oh, nothing. Just heard my boyfriend call me fat, and shit like that, but its fine." I said, sarcastically.

"Y-you heard that?" He stuttered,
growing more nervous, his face turning red.

"Yes, I did Ethan." I said, shaking my head at him.

"Look-"

"No. You look. Do I look fat? I have a thigh gap. I have a noticeable collarbone. I have a tiny bulge on my stomach, but who gives a shit. Oh thats right, someone who loves girls that looks like society's definition of beauty." I blurted out.

"You know what, Ethan? I'm sick of this shit! I love you so much! I don't want to lose you! But, when I try and do something nice for you, you always have to ruin it by going out with your dumb ass friends."

"Wheres the time you spend with me? Don't even dare say when we cuddle at night, cause thats only for thirty minutes till you complain on how tired you are." I finish.

Ethan was silent. He didn't know what to say. His gaze went from me to the floor as he crossed his arms, I felt a hot tear come down my face.

I quickly wiped it away before Ethan saw, and I sniffed. He looked back up at me, coming closer.

"Y/n," He paused. "I love you, no matter how you look. Yes, you are gaining a little weight but that doesn't matter. I'm sorry I called you fat, and I'm sorry for never spending time with you." He said, and cupped my cheeks with his hands.

"Etha-"

"No, baby, let me finish. Yes, you do have a perfect body, I just didn't want to tell you that you've been eating a lot. And what you heard me tell Aaron well, he was bashing you. I just agreed with him cause he's a dumbass and he hates how I always choose you over him."

"I love you baby. Trust me, no one could compare to someone as beautiful as you. I'm sorry." He then kissed my lips softer than ever.

I pulled away, "I love you too, darling." I said, and kissed him once more.

"By the way, I believe I saw a Victoria Secret bag in the closet while I was getting dressed this morning." He smirked.

"Indeed you did." I smirked back. "I was going to help you with your stress." I admitted.

"Well its a good thing I'm still stressed." He said, before pushing me on the bed.

A/N: If I lose myself tonight, it would be by your side.

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