Playing with the flabby skin on your stomach and waist, you let out a sigh, wishing you had a perfect body like the other girls. It was hard, knowing you'll never be as good as other girls.
It was even more hard knowing your crush will never like you back, considering I'm a fat, chubby devil child. Letting out another sigh, I put on an over sized T-shirt and some pajama pants.
I walk out the bathroom and sit on my bed, my fuzzy Camp Rock blanket making me comfy. I laid on my back with my hands at my sides, and just stared at the ceiling, praying to God to give me the body I want/need.
My phone buzzed and I quickly grabbed it, looking at the text my crush sent me. Grayson. Grayson Dolan. The love of my life. I smile to myself, and read the text.
GrayLaid😝🤗
I'm coming over, boo boo😘Me
Ok. See you soon, baeI sent it and set my phone on my nightstand, where it was before. We have weird nicknames for each other. Its an inside joke we have. Besides, he has a girlfriend, and shes super nice.
I can see they really love each other an it makes me sad yet happy. I'm sad about it because I really like- No love, Grayson, but he's taken. I'm happy cause, well, he's happy with her.
I've had two boyfriends in the past year. Call me a slut if you want but, I just love hard. If I look at someone who's really sweet, nice, funny, smart, and hot of course I'll fall madly in love with them. Wouldn't you?
After thinking about things that would never happen like fucking Nial Horan and dating Grayson, I heard the doorbell ring. I ran downstairs quickly, almost falling on the last step and opened the front door.
I smiled at, Grayson and moved in for a hug, but r/n came in sigh and smiled at me. I gave her a fake smile, and moved out the way fir them to come in.
"So, Y/n how've you been?" R/n asked.
"Good, you?" I asked, smiling at them both, as we sat ourselves on the couch.
"Great, yeah, me and Gray actually have an announcement." She said, grabbing Grays hand.
Great shes probably pregnant.
"We're getting married." Gray said, as my smile dropped, but I instantly put a fake one back on.
"Oh my god. Thats amazing!" It was not amazing. "Have you told anyone else?" I asked, trying to hold back the tears from my heartache.
"Actually no. We just thought we should tell you since you're the closest one to us." R/n said, keeping a beautiful smile on her face.
We talked more about how their wedding would be, and how they'll tell their family's. It hurt me. The one I love so much, is getting married to someone thats not me.
Don't get me wrong, I love R/n. She's sweet and kind. I can see what gray sees in her but I can also see what he doesn't see in me. We were laughing. Well, they were, I was just letting out little laughs or fake big laughs.
Ethan knew I loved Gray. He knew I loved Gray more than anything, and I really hope that he helps me with this heartbreak I have.
"Well, we should get going. Bye, Y/n." Gray said, getting up with R/n, hand in hand.
I got up, "It was nice seeing you guys. Congratulations on the engagement. Bye guys." I said, walking them o the door.
With a wave from them of goodbye they both left. I started crying. Harder than ever. My chest was hurting so bad, my head was pounding, and I felt sick to my stomach.
Falling to the floor while sobbing, I cry my eyes out, wishing I told Gray how much I loved him sooner. I get up off the floor still crying as I reached for the phone, dialing Ethan's number.
He answered after about two rings.
"Hello?" His voice was raspy, like he had just woken up.
"E-Ethan, I need t-to talk to you. C-can y-y-you come o-over?" I said, between my sobbing hiccups.
"Of course, Y/n. Whats wrong?" His voice full of worry.
"I just really need a hug." I said, hanging up before he could say anything else. "I just really need Grayson." I say to myself.
Its not long before Ethan comes rushing in my house, calling for me. He opens my bedroom door, seeing me with my head in my pillow. I felt the bed sink a little which meant he was sitting besides me.
"Y/n, whats wrong." He asked, rubbing a hand up and down my back.
"Grayson." I choke out.
"What the hell did he do to you?!" Anger in his voice, as Ethan gets up off the bed.
"I can't tell you." I whimper.
"Did he rape-"
"No!" I shout, taking my head out my pillow and sitting up.
"Just tell me. I promise I wont say anything, depending on how bad it is." He sits next to me again.
"Ok." I sigh. "Him and R/n are getting married." I said, looking at his reaction.
His mouth gaped open. Oh, and Ethan likes R/n. Actually he loves her. I can tell his heart just dropped and I felt bad for him. At least we have each other to comfort, right?
Knowing he's feeling the sane way I'm feeling hurts me more. I can tell he wants to throw everything around, scream, and just cry it all out. I wanna do the same.
"W-wow." He stutters, looking down.
"I know." I shake my head.
"This early too. I mean, they met two years ago, they're only nineteen, and they don't even know how much work you have to put into marriage." Ethan rants, getting more angry by the second.
I could agree with everything he's ranting about. Its true. It is too early. Nineteen and engaged. That should be a T.V show and they'll be the first guest stars.
"At least we have each other." Ethan says, trying to brighten up the mood.
A/N: Trying something knew, what do you losers think? Should I do my imagines like this or naw? Happy Halloween!!!!! I better get some gucci candy and have the same type of neighborhood like Twaimz lol. Except I hope I don't get an apple from an old lady.
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FanfictionJust a reminder/heads up; I was thirteen when I wrote these and my grammar was shit. I apologize dearly for everything wrong with these imagines. You may enjoy now, mwah. [REQUESTS ARE CLOSED]