Just Thought I'd Let You Know

Boy #2

I Just Thought I Should Let You Know...

I'm sorry. I know we don't speak often, and when we do it's short sentences, but thank you for being so kind to me last year, even though I couldn't do anything.

Really, what I want to tell you is I'm sorry. I know I kept falling and landing hard. I said it was because I didn't get enough sleep, but in reality, my anxiety and self-hate had all but killed me at that point. 

You asked if I was okay, and I said yes. To be honest, I wanted to break down into tears and say no, but that obviously can't happen. 

I thought I should tell you thank you for noticing that no, I was no where near okay, and also thank you for not pushing it. I also want to say sorry for all the trouble I caused by not being strong enough. It wasn't my arms giving out, it was my mental state.

But seriously, thank you (and once again, sorry).