Losers// m.c.

0.4

"Mom, you can't leave dad!" I screamed at my mom.

"It's not your choice Michael!" She yelled back.

"I don't want him to leave!" I cried. "I don't want you to marry someone else! I want to stay with dad!"

"Get to you room!" She screamed.

I looked at her with tears in my eyes. "I hate you!" Tears streamed down my face. "You're the worst mom in the world!"

I saw tears come to her eyes as I ran to my room. "Michael please come back."

"No! I hate you!" I kept screaming.
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I sat up and let out a scream. "I hate you!" I yelled.

I then saw a light turn on. I looked over and saw Calum sitting up right in his bed.

"Michael, what's wrong?" He asked rubbing his eyes sleepily.

"It's nothing." I said lying down. "Just forget anything ever happened."

"Michael, it's 4:30 in the morning and there's no way you and I are getting back to sleep now." Calum said sitting on the ground next to me. "Tell me why you woke yourself and I up at 4 in the morning."

I looked down. "I had a nightmare about my parents getting divorced again, telling my mom she's terrible, and telling her I hated her." I shook my head. "I just want to go back to bed."

"Well, I'm wide awake now so I'm just staying up." Calum said putting his hand on his knees and standing up.

"Do whatever you want." I said turning on my side and grabbing my phone.

I sat up and saw missed calls from my mom, Jake, and Emily. I closed my eyes and stood up.

"Where you going?" Calum said looking at me as I walked into the bathroom.

"I just need to call someone." I said locking the door behind me.
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"Where are you anyways?" Emily said.

"I'm at Calum's house." I said leaning my head against the door.

"Come home Michael."

I can't. I don't want to. I'm never want to go back. I held back those answers. "I just wanted to get away for awhile." I sighed. "I'm sorry." Then I hung up the phone and stood up.

I looked in the mirror and fixed some parts of my hair messing it up more than it already was. I shook my head. "Let's get fucked today." I said. "Let's just let the day fuck us."
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Calum and I sat there together in math. I slumped down in my seat just wanting the day to get by fast, which it never really did.

"Michael!" My teacher called out.

I looked up. "What do you want now you old hag?" I said rolling my eyes and looking at her.

"What did just say to me?" She said clearly offended by my use of words.

"I said, what do you want you old hag?" I repeated louder this time.

"Get in the hall now!" She yelled pointing to the door.

"What's gotten into him?" I heard people mumble.

I rolled my eyes as I walked to the door and saw Calum staring at me with a mix of shock and amazement.
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"Mr. Clifford, you do understand that you will be suspended for saying that to your teacher correct?" The principal said to me.

I sighed. "Yeah, I know." I rolled my eyes. "Just get my punishment over with."

"Three day suspension." He said. "Three days to think about what the correct response is to a teacher."

I rolled my eyes. "Whatever."

"You will stay for the rest of today and I will call your parents later today too."

I nodded. "Okay," I said. "Do I have to go to class?"

He nodded. "If you're going to be here the rest of the day then go to class."
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"What the hell was that in math this morning?" Calum said sitting down at the lunch table he and I sat at.

I shrugged. "I don't know." I said picking at my food.

"Michael, you basically back talked a teacher." Calum said slamming his hands in the table.

"Oh well." I said. "Can't take it back now. I'm suspended for a three days."

"Nice fucking going." Calum said leaning back in his seat.

"Michael!" I heard a small voice call out.

I looked up. "Violet." I said.

"You want to come to my house and work on that project we have?" She asked.

"Sure." I said giving her a small smile.

"Alright." She said smiling and walking away.

"Someone has a crush." Calum said letting out a small laugh.

"Shut up." I said not wanting to confess that I did have a crush on her.
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"Suspended!" My mom yelled. "Are you fucking kidding me!"

"It doesn't really matter!" I yelled back.

"Doesn't matter?" She yelled. "Michael it does matter!"

"Well I don't care!" I yelled as we pulled into our drive way. I got out as soon as the car stopped and began walking to Violet's house.

"Get in the house Michael!" My mom yelled.

"I'm going to do a fucking project." I called back as I walked up to the front door.
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"You must be Michael." A woman said as she opened the door.

"I am." I said stepping in.

"You're the one Violet's been talking to through her window I'm guessing."

I nodded. "Guilty." I said letting a small laugh escape my lips.

He mother smiled. "Well, Violet is up in her room if you want to go up there."

I nodded. "Thanks."
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As I walked up the stairs I stopped in the doorway to her room and saw her slip off her shirt. My eyes widened. I cleared my throat.

"Oh shit." She squealed darting to the corner of her room.

I covered my eyes like nothing happened. "I'm sorry." I said over and over again, frantically.

She laughed. "Why are you apologizing?"

"Cause, I basically just saw you shirtless."

She laughs again. "Wow, first time at my house and you've seen my boobs. What a great first time."

Note: Oh god Michael.

I hope this story doesn't suck. I'm kind rushed writing this at night and everything cause I'm basically writing this while I'm in school.

Please tell me if this was good.

Hope you enjoyed!

All the love- H