Losers// m.c.

0.7

•Flashback•
•One year ago•
"Can I come in?" I could hear Calum say as he knocked on my bedroom door.

"No." I say turning onto my side.

"I'm coming in anyways." Calum said opening my door.

"Get out please." I say as I looked at him.

"Not until you tell me what the fuck is wrong with you."

"Nothing is wrong." I say sitting up in my bed.

"Tell me the truth Michael."

"Fine, it's my parents. My mom is getting married to a complete douche bag. My dad is getting married to a woman who 15 years younger than him." As I spoke i could feel tears forming in my eyes. "I just want my life to be normal for once. I don't want to have two mom's and two dad's. You're lucky Calum you have a better life than me."

"Michael, I don't have a better life than you. My life sucks. My sister left us and ran off with some guy she barely knew. My dad just doesn't give a shit about me. My mom is the only one there for me." Calum sat at the end of my bed. 

"Calum, I just want to have a normal life." I say pulling my knees to my chest. "I just want a normal life."
•Flashback over•
"Who was that girl that came to see you?" My mom asked me as I pulled a clean shirt on.

"She just a friend." I say.

My mom looked at me with her eyebrow raised. "Just a friend?"

"Really mom?" I say annoyed.

She laughed. "Well, when you're ready the doctor said we could take you home."

I nodded. "Okay." I say wincing as I stood up. "Let's go. I just want to get out of here."

"Alright come on baby." She said reaching her hand out to me.

I moved away. "Not in the mood mom."

"Okay sweetie." She said sounding very hurt. "Okay sweetie."
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"Do you want anything?" My mom asked me as we walked into house.

I shook my head and walked up the stairs to my room. "No, I just want to be in my room alone."

"Do you want me to call Calum over?" She asked.

"Sure, I don't care." I yelled as I slammed my door.

As I stood there in my room I heard something hit against my window. I looked over to it and smiled.

"You know you could just call me and tell me to come to the window" I say as I opened my window.

"Oh well." She said laughing. "How do you feel?"

"You know," I say sitting on my window sill. "Like shit."

"You look better at least."

"No I don't." I laughed. "I'll always look like shit."

"You don't look like shit. You look hot." She said.

"What?" I said looking at her.

"Never mind." She said slamming her window shut and closing her blinds. I could tell she was embarrassed.

"Well, I think your hot too, Violet." I say smiling at her closed bedroom window.
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"So, you coming back tomorrow right?" Calum said.

I sighed shaking my head. "Tomorrow is my third day. I'll be back on Friday Cal."

"But I have to say when you called Mrs. Campbell an old hag it was pretty funny." Calum said with a smile on his face. "I mean it's half true."

I shook my head giving him a small grin and let out a small laugh but then wincing in pain from laughing.

"Shit, he really did you in didn't he." Calum said gritting his teeth.

"Yeah he did." I said leaning back on my pillow.

"Why doesn't you mom divorce him?"

I shrugged. "She loves him." I say putting exaggeration on loves.

"She doesn't love him at all." He said. "He doesn't have any money so she can't love him for that. He's not even handsome."

"Can we stop talking about him please."

Calum nodded. "Yeah we can." He looked down. "I still remember only a year ago we sat here saying how you didn't want to lose your real parents or to have two mom's and two dad's."

I looked down. "Only a year." I say. "Feels like more."

"Calum!" My mom yelled from downstairs. "Your mom's here!"

Calum looked back at me. "See you on Friday."

I nodded. "Yeah."
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•Friday•
As I walked in the doors of the school everyone stopped and looked at me. I kept my head low and walked past everyone.

"Kill yourself Clifford!" Someone yelled.

"No one likes you!" Another yelled.

"Loser!"
"Idiot!"

People kept calling out names. I kept looking down as I walked to my locker. Then I felt a hand grab my arm.

"Come on Michael." Calum said dragging me to the bathroom.
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"Calum this is what happens!" I cried. "This is what fucking happens!"

"Michael, don't listen to them." He said trying to calm me down.

"I can't! They always fucking say it! I can't do this anymore! This is why I don't want to come to school!" I scream. "I'll see you later Calum as I pushed past him out of the bathroom.
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"Alright boys! Get changed!" Our gym couch yelled as we walked in to the locker room.

I walked towards the small bathroom we had in our locker room. Couch stepped in front of me.

"Not today Clifford. You change out here." I shook my head.

"I can't." I stutter.

"Out here." He yelled again.

I lowered my head and dropped my gym bag to the ground. I closed my eyes as I pulled out my shirt. I then gripped he edges of my short and pulled it off.

I felt everyone's eyes on me. I looked down and realized that the bandage that covered my bruises fell off. No one said a word they just stared.

"Clifford, you can change in the bathroom." Couch said.

I bent down and grabbed my bag and ran to the bathroom. I threw my bag back on the ground and broke into tears.

They found out...

Note: I feel so bad for Michael.

Also the gym scene is sort of like something I read in another fanfic so thanks to the original author who inspired that scene.

But I have some awesome news!! I MIGHT BE GETTING SOUND CHECK TICKETS FOR 5SOS CAN YOU HEAR ME CRYING!!!!! IM SO EXCITED HOLY FUCK.

Hope you enjoyed.

All the love- H