Losers// m.c.

2.4

-Violet's Point of View-
Michael had fallen asleep after he told me everything. I held him close as he shifted his head on my shoulder. I sighed thinking about what he told me.

He had told me about his abuse from his mom's previous boyfriend before Jake came into the picture. I moved his hair out of his eyes and rested my head on top of his.

Michael had shown me the scars on his torso and his biceps. I  placed my hand on his torso and felt one of the scars. I closed closed my eyes as my fingers ran over the scar.

"Don't do this to yourself baby. I can't lose you." I say my lips touching his soft pale skin. "I was nothing, I was a loser, but then I met you and you were the missing link to me Michael." I knew I sounded cheesy but I didn't care, since he probably didn't hear me say what I said anyways.

Slowly, my eyes closed and as they closed I rested my head against Michael again. "I love you."

-Next morning-
I had woken up to Michael gone and all that was left was a small piece of a paper with a messily written note.

Violet- I'm sorry about last night. I shouldn't have come. Bye...

I shook my head knowing what he was going to do. I sat straight scrolling through my phone trying to find Michael's contact.

The phone rang and rang until Calum picked up. "Hey Violet." He said his voice low and shallow.

"Calum, tell me what the fuck is wrong?" I demanded.

"Michael's in the hospital." I knew Calum started to cry since his voice became shaky.

"Why?" My voice also shaking.

"He self harmed again. The doctors say he it pretty deep, they think he's alive. He just hasn't woken up yet." Calum sighed.

"Put the phone to his ear." I say lowering my head.

"What?"

"Just put the phone to his ear." I repeated.

"Alright." Calum said. I could hear the rippling of the air as the phone moved toward Michael.

I sniffled since the tears were now coming to my eyes. I bit my lip before I spoke. "Michael, if you can hear me I just want you to live. I can't fucking lose you. You're the only profs on who makes me feel like I'm wanted. I was a lonely ass loser before I met you." I placed my head over my mouth holding back the tears. "If you and I didn't talk at the window I don't know where we'd be in life."

Then I heard someone's breath on the other side. "Calum? Is that you again?"

"I love you Violet. I'll never leave you."

Note: UGH ITS SHORT AGAIN IM SORRY

I SUCK AT WRITING LONG PARTS NOW FUCK

Anyways I'm re-dying the ends of  my hair tomorrow :D (my ends are light/dark purple) If you want to see it I can put the picture in the next update of this :D

All the love- H