Losers// m.c.

1.8

"Violet." I say softly shaking her shoulder. She moved her head on my chest. I smiled placing my hand on her hair.

"Just five more minutes Michael." She whined to me wrapping her hand around my waist.

I winced. "There's a bruise there." I said. 

Her hand recoiled. "I'm sorry." She said kissing my chest. She sat up and looked at me.

I took her hands. "Violet, do you really love me? Or,"

She stopped me. "Michael, don't even go there. I already told you, I love you and that's what matters."

I smiled kissing her again. I sighed. "Do you need to go home before your parents notice?" I asked.

She looked down. "Yeah, I should." Violet said kissing my forehead. "I'll see you later."

I lied there watching her walk out of my room. Then I heard my phone buzz. I turned over on my side to grab my phone. It was Calum.
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"Where the fuck are you?" He said his voice sounding deep and sleepily, as though he had been awoke been by someone.

"I'm walking home now." I said dazed.

"That doesn't answer my question." He said.

"I was at my house. I'm walking home. God calm down, Cal." I said laughing. I then heard a scream in the background.
I stopped laughing. "What was that?"

"Better wipe that smile off your motherfucking face before you get back here. Cause you're in for hell of s ride." He said with a concerned tone in his voice.

"Wait, what?" I said but he had hung up.

I shook my head. "That little shit."
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"What's going on!" I yelled walking and looking at the ambulance that was parked in front of the house. I then looked up at the stairs. Calum stood there looking at me. "What's happening?"

Calum just stood there and then moved out of the way for the stretcher that was making its way down the stairs. My eyes widened when I saw that the person on it was Emily.

I fell to my knees, tears welling in my eyes. "No!" I screamed.

But that's when I woke up.
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"Michael!" Calum yelled shaking my shoulders. I sat up quickly hitting my forehead off of his.

"Motherfucker." I said running my forehead in pain.

Calum sat back on the mattress I was sleeping on rubbing his forehead. "What kind of dream where you having? All I could hear was you screaming 'no'."

I sighed. "Uh, well it started with me sneaking out to Violet's house, then getting her in my bed, then you called me, and then when I got here Emily was on a stretcher being taken to the hospital." I closed my eyes. "The only good part of that dream was sleeping with Violet."

Calum laughed. "You had a dream about banging Violet." I blushed. "You're fucking weird." He said standing up.

"Calum, I remember somebody else has the same type of dream in seventh grade with Cathy Moore." I said laughing.

Calum threw his pillow at me. "That was seventh grade."

I laughed. "Come on you still have a crush on her and you know it."

Before Calum could answer there was a loud scream. We looked at each other.

"What the fuck?" We both said walking into the hall way.

"Call an ambulance!" Calum's mom cried. I walked over to the bathroom and saw Emily lying there in a pool of blood.
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"She's going to be fine." Calum said as we sat in the waiting room.

"Calum, did you see how deep her cuts were. She must've hit some vein in her arm." I looked down.

"How would you know?" Calum asked looking at my wrists.

I shook my head. "I don't cut there." I lifted up my shirt. "I cut here." I looked over at him. "And I'd know cause I cut a vein before."

Calum looked at me. "Why didn't I know about this?"

"You never asked." I said lacing my fingers together.

"You should've told me anyways." He said.

I shook my head. "I'll be back later."
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I sat there in yet another waiting area to yet another hospital. I waited until someone called my name to see my mom.

"Michael Clifford!" Someone called out. I stood up. "She's in room 26."

I nodded. "Thanks."

I opened the door to her room slowly and closed it behind me. "You've fucked up everything."

"What do you mean?" She said looking at me.

"My life, Emily's life, your own life, everything." I looked down. "Mom, Emily's in the hospital because of you and this bullshit."

"My baby's in the hospital." She said tears coming to her eyes.

"Well, you caused it." I shook my head. "I need to go back to my sister cause she's dying. But you can just stay here and act innocent mom."

"Michael, don't turn your back on me please." She begged.

"My back has been turned on you for a long time mom."

Note: Well, everyone's most likely crying now. Oops.

If you guys didn't see, I have a new muke story up called 'Story of Another Us' based off a song on SGFG from Target. Please get that story to 5 votes and 5 comments.

I'm sorry if there's any typos or things that don't make sense, I think I only had like 4-5 hours of sleep...and I'm really fucking tired.

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All the love- H