Betrayed

Final Part (D.O ending)

Your eyes locked onto Sehun's and you felt a tsunami of emotions hit you, and rush through you. You didn't know if you wanted to run to him and hug you, or punch him in the face until your knuckles split and bled, but judging by the way your fist twitched, you were leaning for the latter.

"What are you doing here?" you asked him, trying to control your tone. He flinched at your tone, and suddenly he realized this was probably not a good idea.

Sehun walked past Kyungsoo who had been leaning against the doorframe, looking down at his feet, and stood in front of you. He took a deep breath, before bringing his eyes up to you.

"I want to apologize, for everything I have done. And... I don't really know. I heard that you were in hospital and I was worried... I just don't know where to start Y/N. I know I am an asshole, and you don't want to see me again, and that I don't deserve you, or your forgiveness, or anything really, but I still... I still have feelings for you." He started, choking on his own words from the nervousness that now ran through his whole body.

You shook your head, you wanted to hate the boy, you wanted to, but at the end of the day, you just couldn't. Perhaps it was because the memories of all those good moments you had shared together were still present in your mind, the moments you cried into his arms, or when you fell asleep with your face against his chest, and your hand holding onto him tightly, and you couldn't resent him. Or perhaps it was, because deep down you knew, that at the end of the day Oh Sehun was still a child, who didn't know what he wanted, what he was doing, and just needed a kick to learn.

"Sorry isn't enough Sehun...." You told him, giving him a weak smile. Sehun felt a pang of pain shoot through his chest, and although he had been expecting this, it still hurt more than he could have imagined.

"I know it isn't... I know I will never be able to make it up to you. I know. I know I am not worthy of you. I know I am selfish, and stupid, and I made the biggest mistake of my life, and I couldn't possibly regret it more than I do but Y/N I still love you... I love you Y/N." Sehun cried, looking at you in the eyes, and you pitied him.

Part of you wanted to run over to him, and bring his head to your chest and comfort him, because the idea of him in pain still tortured you, but he had to learn. You couldn't always give into all of his wishes, especially not now.

"Sehun... I know you think this is love, and it might be for you, but the day you genuinely fall in love with someone, you will understand how wrong you were about today. I am something you know, something that is comfortable and comforting. You don't want to go out there and meet someone else, because perhaps they don't know how to make your pancakes, or cuddle you the way you like, but when you meet the right person, none of that will matter, because she will be the one. And you will know it." You started, taking a step closer towards him, and cupping his face in your small hands, and looking at him sweetly.

You loved Sehun, you really did, but you were not in love with him anymore, you had moved on.

"But I do love you Y/N...." He cried, a tear falling down his face.

"No Sehun, you think you do. But you don't hurt the ones you love. You don't cheat when you have the love of your life at home. You will find her Sehun, and she will teach you how to love, don't worry about it. But please try to move on, so we can be friends, okay? I still love you, but I am no longer in love with you Sehunnie.... I'm sorry..." You admitted, your eyes shifting slightly towards Kyungsoo's direction. Sehun understood, and gently removed your hand from his face, and held it in his own hand. He squeezed it tightly.

"You are in love with Kyungsoo..." He spoke. It wasn't a question, it was a statement. You nodded, a shy smile tugging at the corners of your lips.