Will You Be My Girl (Chris Brown Love Story)

I Can't Win

Chris' Pov

I really don't like giving up on stuff so early or quickly but i know me hope of being with Rae is a big no no. My momma told me if I really and honestly really wanted something, I should NEVER give up on it. But this I just feel like I can't win her heart. She is still hooked on that nigga Tre so obviously she would never give me a chance. Something I've learn't ever since my dad left me, momma, Aaliyana (my older sis) and Christina (my little sis/ clone), I was just able to pour my feelings out in my music. My momma told me that one day i would be a famous singer. I don't believe her, it's just probably something your momma has to do and thats encourage and support you. Here is one of the songs I wrote about my feelings for Rae. 

(A/N video is on the side and listen to it ASAP cuz its an AMAZING song!!)

Tell me what did I do 

To make you hate me so much 

Why you angry all the time? 

Why don't you wanna ride for me? 

Girl, we used to make love 

When you called, I would follow 

Now the only thing you love is a bottle 

The only thing you got left is a shadow 

Don't let this shit come between us 

I'm wrong you're right, its okay with my heart 

But its not how its supposed to be 

You always say I'm done and finished 

Fuck it, I'm wrong you're right 

Please God help us 

I guess I'm gonna leave it up to you tonight 

She ain't bluffin', she gon' do it 

I think its time for me face to the music 

I could really give a damn about my pride 

But though with you I think its stupid 

You gon' love with the lies, never compromise 

Girl if you love me better prove it 

I can't win, I can't win for losing 

Dont even matter if you screamin' yeah 

Girl you don't love me, you don't love yourself 

But it dont matter if you raising Hell 

I miss you, I wanna kiss you yeah 

I can't remember who you are babe 

Remember when your heart used to say 

Love me babe, love me babe 

I know them bitches got in your way but, 

Don't let this shit come between us 

I'm wrong your right, its okay with my heart 

But its not how its supposed to be 

She ain't bluffin', she gon' do it 

I think its time for me face to the music 

I could really give a damn about my pride 

But though with you I think its stupid 

You gon' love with the lies, never compromise 

Girl if you love me better prove it 

I can't win, I can't win for losing 

I'm not trying to waste our love 

I'm just trying to save whats left of it 

One day, one day my love 

You gon' realized that you fucked up 

And when that day comes my love 

I'm gon' be the same one still lovin' 

How are you gonna cancel me out? 

Say I won't listen, but I'm listening now 

She ain't bluffin', she gon' do it 

I think its time for me face to the music 

I could really give a damn about my pride 

But though with you I think its stupid 

You gon' love with the lies, never compromise 

Girl if you love me better prove it 

I can't win, I can't win for losing.

Wow I've never poured my heart out that much!! She must be really special to me. Well only time will tell cuz I think theres something reallll fishy bout that Tremaine nigga.