Behind Closed Doors [On Hold]

The Marriage

Flashback;
"Sophie! Come here! I need to tell you something!"

"Okay! You don't need to yell. I'm just right here." The person I call a mother looks down at me on the couch.

"Oh. I didn't see you there."

Ouch.

"Well. Since you're here... -Her boyfriend (the one who took my virginity) came and stood beside my mom- We're getting MARRIED!!"

To say I was shocked was an understatement.

"WAIT... WHAT!!!"

My heart was beating faster and faster inside my chest. My head started hurting and my hands got sweaty.

The look on my mothers face told me my reaction was one she didn't like. Before I knew it my cheek was stinging from the slap she just gave me. My mouth fell open.

"GET THE HELL TO YOUR ROOM RIGHT NOW!!!"

"WHAT? HOW DARE YOU! JUST BECAUSE I DIDN'T JUMP UP AND DOWN FOR JOY DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO SLAP ME!!! YOU GUYS ARE SICK!"

I turned on my heel and stalked off to my room.

How dare she. She does not have any right to slap me like that. Just because I didn't jump for joy...

I sit on my bed and stare at the wall.

I wish i could just tell her how sick he really is. I want to just be able to tell her how he comes into my room every night after she's asleep... How he touches me... The things he says to me are sick... I want to tell her how he took my virginity at such a young age.. But she would never believe me. She'd just say I went out and had sex with some random guy just to spite her. She'd take his side and he'd act all innocent about the entire thing. Even if she did believe me he'd blame the whole thing on me. He'd tell her how I was the one who came onto him. She wouldn't believe me. She always takes his side.

Before I know it I'm crying those angry tears I always cry.

I can't start crying now.

I get up and grab my bag. I check to see if everything is in its place and leave through the window.