She said the air is so clean. (Matty Healy fanfic)

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I pull up to a Starbucks drive through and ordered a black coffee, then drove away.

I simply drove in silence. Then I suddenly got an Idea as I was passing a car dealership. I smiled and pulled in.

I walked into the building and met a man.

"I want a new car." I said plainly.

"Thats what were here for." He smirks and leads me outside.

After walking and listening to him babble endlessly I see a black convertible Camaro, and point.

"That one." I smile. "Let me look?"

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After a test drive I decide I want it. I trade my car in for a decent amount of money, and I was approved for a loan. So I left with a new car.

I sit in the new car and sigh.

"New beginnings Juliette."

I pull out of the lot and back to my apartment, where Matty was still sitting on the bench.

He watches me get out of the car with a confused look on his face.

"You didn't leave in that car." He laughs

"You didn't leave at all." I shrug and open the lobby door, holding it for him. He looks at me me confused as we walk to the elevator. "What?"

"Nothing just, nothing." He shrugs

We step into the elevator and I hit the 3 button.

"It's obviously something, you keep staring at me." I snap.

"You act like you dont want me here, but your letting me." He says quietly.

"I dont want to be alone." I shrug.

He nods and moves closer to me.

"Stop it matthew." I laugh annoyed and step out of the now stopped elevator.

"You got a new car." He states.

"Im fully aware." I laugh and unlock my door.

"Why are you being like this?"

"Like what?" I ask exhaustedly, then step into my apartment and head to the kitchen.

"Isolated. Cold. I don't know, just different." He shrugs and follows me into the kitchen.

"Because I feel cold." I shrug then pull out a little baggie filled with blunts. "Want some?" I offer, then pull one out and light it. He nods and I pass it after a puff.

After he takes a hit his arms sneak around my waist and he lifts me onto the counter top. He takes another puff and exhales it into my mouth, with a small kiss after.

I take the blunt, and do the same thing back.

He giggles and grabs my face kissing me deeply. I pull away from him and rest my forehead against his.

"Gemma is only a friend."  He sighs.

"I know." I shrug.

He kisses me again.

"I love you."

"I know."

He kisses me again, more passionately this time, our hands explore each other, and in no time we were fucking on the kitchen counter.

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We made our way to my bed and we layed there, my head resting on his chest.  I began thinking about what happened the night before with George and a tear rolled out of my eye.

"Whats wrong?" He asks hushed and strokes my hair.

"Nothing. Im alright." I smile against his skin and kiss his chest.

"Did I hurt you?" He asks and sits up and looks at me with sadness in his eyes.

No. If anything Ive hurt you.

"No, Like I said Im fine." I smile a small smile and kiss him lightly. "Im just exhausted."

"Alright. I have to go to the studio, so get some sleep. Ill see you tomorrow?" He asks and begins to get out of the bed.

"Sounds fine." I smile and he covers me with the blanket and kisses my forehead.

"Ill let myself out. Goodnight, J." He smiles

"Goodbye Matty." I smile weakly back.