T H I R D P O I N T O F V I E W
Michael was pronounced dead February 19th, 2015 at 7:08 pm.
"How're you feeling?" Calum asked her, running his hand up and down her arm as they stand within the large group of people surrounding the closed casket.
"I don't feel anything at all." Vienna said, leaning her head against his shoulder. "How could you after losing the most important person in your life?" She asked him.
"I couldn't feel anything at first when Alaska left me." Calum admitted. "Everything of mine had been packed and placed beside the steps outside. She was holding hands with her boss, saying she was sorry that our relationship was a lie." He laughed. "I wanted to marry her."
Calum hung his head, biting down on his bottom lip. He never opened up much, but when he did, it was always something you never expected. Calum and Alaska were the perfect couple. Everyone knew that they'd last forever, but forever doesn't really mean forever nowadays.
"I'm sorry." Vienna whispered.
"It's in the past now." Calum whispered.
Vienna watched the clouds move across the bright blue sky. The sun was shining and the birds were chirping. A beautiful day, but it was filled with sadness.
Vienna hated how the sky was bright.
She hated how the birds were chirping.
Vienna wished that today was nonexistent.
Maybe then Michael would still be here. He'd still be breathing and he'd still be with her. Though he'll never breathe again and he'll never be with her.
"You're my everything, Michael Gordon Clifford." Vienna said, placing her hand on the mahogany coffin. "You're physically gone, but mentally, you're still with us all." She said, feeling the tears form.
"You had always stood out to me. Even when you wore black all the time and tried hiding your newly dyed red hair." Her eyes became blurry as she began to shake. "You're the love of my life, baby boy." Vienna cried.
Calum watched Vienna cry. He too had tears forming, but he kept them from falling.
Luke wrapped his arms around Vienna, kissing her shoulder blade as he tried comforting her. He just wanted her to breathe normally again. Luke didn't want Vienna to end up having a panic attack like she did the night Michael left. He wanted her to be okay.
"I'm going to miss you, so fucking much." Vienna sniffled. "I love you, Mikey."
AN
My heart hurts now
