V I E N N A
dear michael,
god i fucked up so badly. i'm so fucking sorry baby boy. you're probably confused on why i'm so sorry. you won't be able to forgive me if you knew.
i want to tell you, but i promised that i would keep it a secret from you.
you'd hate me forever if you knew. he would hate me if i let you find out.
i wish that i didn't do what i did, but all i wanted was to feel loved again. you're the only one who will ever make me feel the way i used to.
you're the only one who'll have my heart for the rest of my life.
i'm so sorry.
please forgive me.
i love you baby boy.
forever and always.
F I R S T P O I N T O F V I E W
Vienna was more than nervous when she woke up early that Wednesday morning. Luke had his arms wrapped tightly around her like they were the night before. He was growing fond of having her by his side. She was slowly getting used to the idea of waking up next to him every morning.
She hadn't slept in the same bed with anybody since Michael left. It was weird for her to wake up to blonde hair instead of a weird color.
Today was the day that she would be seeing Michael again. It's been almost three months since the two had been in the same room. Almost three months since they've heard each other's voice.
Vienna made sure Calum and Luke were out of the apartment by nine. She didn't want them to hear what the two would be talking about. Vienna didn't even want to talk at all. She wanted to hold him close to her again.
She wanted to feel his warmth. To feel his heart beat against the palm of her hand. To feel the pads of his finger tips trace along her hip bones.
Michael walked down the concrete sidewalk, feeling the chilly air against his bare hands, nipping at his skin. His heart was beating rapidly. He was nervous and excited about seeing her again. All he wanted was to feel her against his chest once again. To feel her wrapped up in his arms. He missed the smell of her cucumber body wash.
He missed her.
Michael walked into the old apartment building, knocking on the door that had the numbers Calum told him. He had his hands in his back pockets, waiting for her to answer.
Vienna unlocked the door, opening it up all the way to see Michael. His hair was falling out. His eyes were dull. He had purple bags under his eyes. His skin was pale, but a lot paler than usual. He didn't look like himself, but Vienna didn't care.
"I missed you so damn much." Michael said, pulling her into his clothed chest. Vienna wrapped her arms around him, feeling the tears roll down her red cheeks.
"I missed you so much more." Vienna whispered, kissing his chin. Michael hummed in response. She pushed the door closed behind him as his lips met hers. Vienna pressed her lips harder against his, pulling on the opening of his jacket.
Michael let the leather material fall from his arms, pulling the thin material of his shirt off over his head. Vienna admired the tattoos on his elbow and forearm. She remembered going with him when he got them done. He was strong and kept ahold of her small hand in his medium sized one.
Vienna pulled her shirt off, pressing her lips back to his. She wanted to feel him against her again. She wanted to feel on cloud nine. She just wanted to make him feel good.
Michael lifted her up, making sure not to drop her since he wasn't as strong as he was once ago. "Where's your bedroom?" He asked her against her lips.
"First door on the left." She said breathless.
Michael pushed her door open, closing it behind him, placing her on her unmade bed.
Vienna felt terrible that they'd be having sex in the bed Luke and her had sex in the other day. She didn't want him to find one of Luke's clothing items lying around. Michael didn't notice though. All he could see was the woman he was in love with lying underneath him.
Vienna smiled at him when he pulled away to drag her thin shorts down her legs. Michael smiled when he pressed his lips against hers. Vienna loved the feel of his lips against hers. She loved the way his naked body felt against her naked one.
Vienna felt like she was on cloud nine.
Michael felt like he was falling in love all over again.
Vienna knew she was in love with Michael.
Michael knew he was in love with Vienna.
Little did he know that she was slowly falling for one of his best friends, and little did she know that his reason for leaving was going to hurt her more than she was already hurting.
AN
I'm so upset with myself. Like someone please take away my phone and computer.
