SUCK (ChanXing) BOYxBOY

SUCK 005

Yixing went to the roof top of the school crying his heart out. He didn't know what to do... he's somehow wishing that he could be normal like everybody else... free to love... free to have fun... free to live... the way he wanted it to be.

"I fucking hate myself. I might as well die!" Yixing screamed his throat out.

"Hey don't be harsh on yourself" yixing heard a low but gentle voice startling him as he looked he was surprised to see that it was Chanyeol.

"What are you doing here?" Yixing asked as he tried to wiped his tears away as fast as he could trying not to look like a helpless bitch in front of Chanyeol.

"I saw you ran out from the cafeteria so i was just checking if you were okay?" Chanyeol approached him slowly but h stopped as yixing spoke.

"Well, running away from the cafeteria isn't a sign for you to come here to check me if i am okay." Yixing told him as he looked away and sneezed "Why are you so concerned? If you want to hook up... this time is not the right time and maybe never." Yixing added.

Chanyeol chuckled in a very sweet way and sighed as he stood beside yixing leaning against the wall. "don't think that i only want to hook up with you. I just want to be your friend."

Yixing scooted away "Friend? But you were trying to seduce me during class? Some friend you are" he snorted in the end.

"Sorry... i was just a little hormonal, i find you really... really attractive and i really wanted you to talk to me. And uh..." Chanyeol said but yixing felt that the taller was about to tell more about his feelings so he cut him off.

"Please... just go... i don't to associate myself with you ever again." Yixing said which kinda breaks his heart since he's trying to push his mate away.

"But you're my babysitter?" Chanyeol said with such a very gentle tone which was a little awkward for yixing since he didn't expect him to be this way towards him... it made him feel needed.

"You told me you can take care of yourself. So leave" Yixing used what Chanyeol told him earlier and he saw chanyeol chewing on his lips looking like he just regret what he told yixing during that time.

"Fine i will but..." chanyeol took yixing's palm onto his and slowly laced his fingers on yixing's "yixing, could you at least look into my eyes one last time before i leave. Please." Chanyeol was asking nicely like he'll never see him again though they will still be together on their next subjects.

"Chanyeol, please let me go." Yixing took chanyeol's hands off away off of his and he looked away. "I already know what you really are, You are a vampire and That's the reason i don't want to be with you." Yixing was about to go back but chanyeol pulled his arm and even moved his body close.

"What? How?" Chanyeol asked and yixing just snorted well, yixing is not that dumb and he was surprised that chanyeol is acting dumb like he doesn't know what to hide as a supernatural creature "Damn! I have to kill baekhyun for using every drop of perfume, well at least you already know right? and you promised to..." chanyeol just look at it as a good thing but yixing cut him off.

"To hook up with you..."yixing said as he shrugged chanyeol's hand off of his arm "i know what i said and i am taking it back, i would rather lose you than to lose my friends." Yixing broke his own heart at what he told chanyeol cause no one turns away from their love.

"That... that actually hurt. I know you are a hybrid but..." chanyeol blinked and clutched his chest from such pain that he felt emotionally.

Yixing cut him off again "I won't let you take me if you only want to be the most powerful creature in the whole world." He was actually paranoid of what kai just told him, he was still trying to be loyal to his friends.

"Do you really think i am that selfish?" Chanyeol actually had a very defensive tone... he was insulted of what yixing said.

"You were such an asshole towards me hours ago." Yixing defended making chanyeol sigh...

"Okay... I'm sorry, you were just so busy with your friends, studies, dancing and music. I needed to get your attention." Chanyeol stroked yixing's cheek trying to get his face closer yixing's and he was actually was amused since yixing did not pushed him away.

"I was staring at you the whole time, you already got my attention." Yixing said as he relaxed on chanyeol's touch

"But i know you weren't going to pursue me. So i got a little cocky and piss you off a little cause you look so cute looking all shocked and so innocent... " chanyeol was trying hard not to be so touchy and scare off yixing. "Okay maybe that was selfish, making you look like a fool for my personal liking. And i am so sorry."

"You fucking got that right and you even got me in detention twice!" Yixing playfully pushed chanyeol without moving him away.

"Hey! you got detention from your own subconcious will. Don't blame it on me." Chanyeol grinned.

"But you're the reason i was acting like that whole morning." Yixing could not hold back his smile...

"Okay, i'll be selfish again to take the blame since i am such a hottie and highly attractive taking all good looks from the whole world." Chanyeol became a little a cocky again.

"Shut up." yixing giggled.

Chanyeol wanted to pinch his cheeks as he those cute dimples showing... yixing felt that he was holding back a little which was good but he just watched chanyeol sighed and licked his lips and told yixing "But maybe... i am selfish... cause i want you all to myself, i want you to think of me, talk to me, touch me, kiss me, trust me, and love me every second of your life cause i will do everything for you to. Cause i know fate lead us to be together." Chanyeol was tracing his finger on yixing's face.

Yixing gulped at chanyeol's words but he was still a little hesitant of chanyeol's words... thinking if he was just trying to get his trust and break it in just a snap or was he really being genuine?

"Yixing... i'm sorry for being such a dick Please believe me." Chanyeol stared into yixing's eyes trying to convey his message.

Yixing's paranoia came back and he looked away "How can i trust you... i just met you... i don't know a thing about you."

"But i know you imprinted on me i felt it, so you have to... whatever creature i am." Chanyeol placed yixing's hands above his shoulders and made him face him again

Yixing took his hands off of chanyeol "I think it is better if you just stay away from me."

Chanyeol cupped his face and tears were both filling up their eyes "I can't and i need you here with me the same goes for you, you need me here. Or else both of us will die out of love if we couldn't see each other, touch each other..." chanyeol put yixing's hand onto his chest.

Yixing took his hand away he didn't want to feel chanyeol's heart beat... cause if he does he might not let go of him "Stop."

"Why?" Chanyeol was a little pissed. His heart was beating again after his death. It needs to be felt by the one who made it beat again to assure yixing their loyalty for each other.

"I was made into a hybrid by my friends so my still loyalty goes to them." Yixing confessed.

"i understand... but i hope you consider my feelings as well." Chanyeol pulled away as he wiped his tears and made his back face yixing.

Yixing chewed on his lip before he pushed himself to give chanyeol a backhug, enduring the taller's scent his ear listening to Chanyeol's heart "Then promise me one thing."

"Anything... anything for you... just tell me." Chanyeol turned around just to hug yixing back.

Yixing nuzzled his face on chanyeol's chest "Chanyeol please don't make me into anyone's bloodmeal."

chanywol stroked his back as he heard yixing "I promise i won't but please... yixing stay with me. I'll protect you... i promise." Chanyeol starts to hear yixing whimperring again but chanyeol silenced him as his lips touched yixing's.