Dangerously Close

Love?

I woke to the sound of a shower going and Harkin humming some country song. I tried to opens my eyes and after a few fast blinks I got it. The smell of his Lynx shower gel filled the room and I noticed he left the curtains closed. My body aches after last night and I can't shake the feeling swirling in my belly. I sat up in the bed holding the covers up over my naked sore body.
It was getting bright outside when we finally stopped and my gosh I never knew there was so many different positions. The ensuite door opened and Harkin walked out with a towel around his waist.
"Morning my innocent beauty." He smiled.
"Morning." I replied whilst puffing up my pillow for my back.
"What time is it?" I asked rubbing my head.
"It's nearly 7am, go back to sleep I'm just heading to work." He smiled at me again then opened his wardrobe.
I couldn't help but to watch as he picked out his suite and tie. His muscles looked bigger with the drips of water on them and his hair was wet and messy but still looked in style.
A strange feeling washed over me making butterflies form in my stomach. Harkin turned to face me with a smile, placing a kiss on my cheek he said, "I'll see you when I get back. You need to rest though." He made me lay back down and covered me with the duvet.
Placing one last kiss on my cheek he walked into the ensuite. My eyes felt so heavy and it wasn't long before I drifted off to sleep again.

"Katy what are you doing in here?" A familiar voice pulled me from my sleep. Opening my eyes and turning to face the door, Hazel caught my sight. She was standing in the doorway with a big grin on her face. She let out a quiet scream and ran to sit on the bed.
"It smells like sex in here." She giggled.
I blushed propping myself up and keeping hold of the duvet.
"What time is it?" Ha that same question leaving my lips again.
"It's 1 in the afternoon. I've been looking for you and this was the last place I thought I'd find you." She was grinning so much that her dimples were showing.
"I... I know." My face was now on fire from embarrassment and I was playing with the covers.
"A lot happened last night." I sad quietly.
"I can see that." She giggled again, she picked out one of Harkin's shirts from his wardrobe and gave it to me along with my jeans.
"Come on get dressed we'll chat over a cuppa." Hazel walked out the room and left me to my thoughts.
What did happen last night? Does Harkin actually have feelings for me or was I just a ride? Agh why didn't I just wait now I don't even know if we're together or not!
After putting on my jeans and his shirt I felt the hangover hitting me. My head felt like a bass drum getting beaten over and over again, I could feel a lump in my throat and my stomach, ugh!
Tying up my hair into a messy bun I headed for the kitchen to talk to Hazel.

I explained how I ended up in Harkin's room but only told her that I lost my virginity. Hazel kept smiling at me and when I was done she gave me a wink. "Well it sounds like you two have been getting along, finally!" She laughed, there was something she wasn't telling me and I was just hoping she would say it instead of me having to ask.
"So, are you two together now?" I shrugged and took a sip from my tea. Hazel frowned and then gave a concerned look.
"I'm sorry." She said rubbing my arm. "Maybe you should ask him today, like just pull him off onto his own and ask." I nodded and smiled at her.
"Oh I got some news for you." She beamed, I set down my cup on the table and looked at her with raised eyebrows.
"Aaron and I have decided that he moves in with me." I didn't know if it was because I didn't trust him yet but I was so worried incase this was just his way of getting a roof over his head.
"He's gone to drop his things there now and then he'll be back to stay with me. Do you think Harkin will mind him staying with me?" I shrugged and gave her a smile, she was such a big hearted person and to see how happy she finally is makes me wonder if I could be that happy.

Hazel and Aaron were spending time with each other in her room and I was left messing around the house wondering how I'd ask Harkin about us.
I was in my room, listening to Ray Lamontagne, when I heard Harkin entering the house. My heart started to go faster and the butterflies were back again.
Just ask him Kate! Go straight out there and ask him so you can get this thinking over and done with.
A knock on my door broke me from my thoughts.
"Katy it's me, may I come in?" Oh gosh it's him! Why is he wanting to come in? There's only one way to find out, jumping off my bed I opened the door to him. He looked so sexy in his suit, his tie was loose now and his top buttons on his shirt were undone showing off part of his chest.
He walked in and sat on my bed, this must be serious! I closed the door tightly and sat beside him.
"Katy, please just hear me out here and tell me what you think after I'm done." I nodded and gave him a reassuring smile.
"I really do like you, shit Katy I've liked you since I first laid my eyes on you. What I'm trying to say is, last night I did something which made me think a lot today." He looked at me and gave me a smile placing his hand on my thigh he carried on. "I want you to stay here, like live here with me. If you don't want to spend the night in my bed you can always sleep here and you can always visit Tim and Hazel." My mind was going mental, he wants me to live here with him already! It was one night, one amazing night I will admit but that doesn't mean I should move in with him. Oh no, I'm taking to long to answer he's moved his hand away and is looking worried.
"I need to think about it." I blurted out without thinking of his feelings.
"Ok, I just want you to know if you move in then It's official we're together if you don't want to move in then it's your choice if you want to be with me or not." I gave him a smile, that's all I wanted to know was if we are together or not. I nodded and he stood up heading towards the door he turned around and gave me a smile, "I really do care about you Kate." Then he was gone.

I want to hear him tell me that he loves me the way I've loved him for all these years! The one guy who I always dreamed of taking my virginity and sending me to a world of pleasure and satisfaction was Harkin but why is he so complicated? Why can't he just say it straight out?
Thinking about it all made me realise I should ask Hazel, she would be a lot more sensible than I would about Harkin and I. I would just be blinded by the fact he wants to be with me.

Aaron left Hazel's room and I explained it to her. She started to hum and har until she smiled at me.
"I think you should go for it, like he said if you don't wanna sleep in his bed you always have the other one and not just that he wants to make a go of it with you! Now that's what I call a good guy." She smiled and that's all I needed to hear. Yeah it will be strange not waking up to my dad trying to cook breakfast and singing Bob Dylan but I'll get use to it.

It's 10pm and I've been waiting for Harkin to finish off his work so I can talk to him. James walked out of the study and smiled at me, "he's all done if you wanna go into him." Returning the smile I walked in.

"Katy, I'm so sorry I didn't even get a chance to spend anytime with you." He was so apologetic and I couldn't be mad at him. I smiled and sat opposite him.
"Look I thought about what you said." I stopped when my mind started to run through everything, he's only said he cared about me, he doesn't even know how I feel about him.
"And?" He was patiently waiting for me to finish, he was sat forward with his hands entwined.
"I will move in with you. But you gotta realise it's gonna be a big change for the both of us." He grinned and his eyes were wide nodding his head he picked me up and sat me on his lap kissing my neck.

"Oh and you will definitely have to make time to spend with me." Harkin raised his head from kissing my neck and his smile grew.
"I promise I will give you all the time I have." We sealed the deal with kissing each other, Harkin's hands were wandering up and down my body rubbing my nipple on each pass. I could feel the throbbing and want for him inside me again and so I turned to face him, legs either side of him and my butt resting on his knees.
"You're gonna have to stop turning me on." He smiled and started kissing me again. His hand cupped my breast and he kept rubbing my nipple whilst the other hand was undoing my jeans.
He wanted me as bad as I wanted him which made my body tingle as I imagined his big hard body pressed against mine as he would go in and out. I started to blush but decided it wasn't going to stop me from getting this pleasure again.
I stood up and started shimmying out of my jeans, Harkin's eyes lit up and he jumped up picking me up in his arms he walked me to his room in just his shirt.

As I shuffled up his bed I could see him taking his shirt and pants of as fast as he could.
He lifted up his shirt I was wearing and smiled down at my breasts. My nipples had swelled from his touch and the want for more.
"Oh I'm going to make you moan so much baby." He whispered then placing his lips around my nipple he started to suck and lick and nibble a little. He did the same to the other and then it hit me, his fingers were trailing down my belly and he started rubbing my clit.
Oh the gentleness of his fingers and the motion had me moaning already I started to push my pelvis towards him hoping he'd make love to me now but he didn't. Instead Harkin slipped his finger inside me and started pumping in and out. My body tensed from the sensation and my toes were curling I could feel the blood pumping through me and his fingers went faster and faster. I'm so wet right now and all I want is him inside me. He hovered over me then placed a kiss on my lips.
Within seconds he was inside of me with one swift move.
"I love you Katy! Oh fuck I love you so much." He moaned as he drove himself deeper, harder and faster inside me. My toes curled and my back arched this is it, this is him driving me to satisfaction!
I gave a big moan as my legs wrapped around his waist. He didn't stop this time though he kept going harder and harder. "Oh baby I'm gonna make you cum so much." He moaned and drove himself into me, each time he pushed it was like explosions going off in my body, he kept flicking my clit and rubbing my nipples every so often but his rhythm didn't change.
I was begging him now to keep going my body wanted it and so did his. With one last push I reached my limit and exploded again. When I opened my eyes Harkin was hovering over me panting but smiling. "I really do love you." He whispered and then kissed my forehead.
"I love you too." I responded with a smile escaping my face.

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AN.
Well I hope you all enjoyed the story, maybe I will do a sequel maybe I won't it's up to you all to let me know if you want more.
Here's me signing off for the night before I start working on 'He's Here' tomorrow.
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