Pangarap Lang kita (Under Revision)

PLK: Chapter 8

Mabuti pa sa lotto,

may pag asang manalo.

'Di tulad sayo, imposible.

Prinsesa ka, ako'y dukha

Sa TV lang naman kasi

may manguayari..

At kahit mahal kita,

wala akong magagawa..

Tanggap ko 'to aking

sinta,

PANGRAP LANG KITA

Nandito kami ngayon sa social hall, ewan ko ba dito sa mga barkada ko at kinakantahan ako. Ganito kami mag bond, but today, para ako talaga ang pinapatamaan nila.

And unfortunately, I was really deeply hitted by the song. Natamaan ako sa kanta. Its been 3 days since I confessed my feelings to her.

Ewan ko ba pero bigla nalang ako nahimatay after that. When I woke up, nasa bahay na ako. I didnt know what happen, kung ano nang nangyari kay March after the inccident.

I was very nervous at hindi kami nagpapansinan kinaumagahan. Parang sobrang nahihiya ako and I know, she felt the same way. Iwas kami ng iwas, para na kaming timang. Tss immature kids.

Napansin din yun ng mga barkada ko and I told them what happened last night, so yun.. Inaasar nila ako. Sila pa?

Kaya nga nila ako kinakantahan ngayon kasi ang torpe ko daw. Eh ano bang magagawa ko, feel ko hindi yun totoo. Tss! This doubt feeling.

I just want to make sure if totoo ba talagang gusto niya ako, kasi sobrang imposible talagang magustuhan ako ng isang Marcheline Araival.

There's a lot of hot guys much better than me. Its really impossible for her to like me. Unless, I gave her some love potions, then maybe yes.

But I didnt. Ugh! I felt so odd. Totoo ba talaga yun? So what if its true? Hindi ko naman siya pwede ligawan kasi dba, sila ni Je.

Is she toying me? Sila ni Je tapos mahal niya ako. Ah! I dont know. I dont know what to believe.

All I know is that I DONT KNOW ANYTHING. Stupid mind! Would you please work for some times?

"August." someone said. I faced the one who spoke. Its Faye. Dammit. Maybe, its about March.

"Faye." I uttered. Why do I feel really really odd? Ngayon ko lang talaga to naramdaman. So strange.

"Its about March.." she said. I knew it. Its about her.. Hays! I just cant resisit kapag siya ang topic eh. Naiinis na nga ako minsan kasi sobrang natamaan na ako sa kanya.

"What about her?" i said. Bakit ganito ako. I felt like tinatakasan ko yung responsibilidad ko. Its my responsibility to face her at panindigan lahat ng sinabi ko. But what am I doing? Im doing nothing. @#$%&!!

"Im very worried about you two. Its been a while, and you've changed. May problema ba kayo?" she said. So, di pa pala nila alam. Maybe this is better. Ako nalang bahala ka March. I hope mind would work.

"Uhm. Can I ask you a question first?" I said. Trying to avoid the subject. I dont know what to say eh. Nahihiya akong sabihin.

"Okay, go on." she said. I need to ask this very important question. Im so damn curious and I badly need the answer.

"Diba si March na at si Jeremy?" I asked. I can see kasi, parang walang pakialam si Je kay March. He's avoiding March so badly. Trabaho ba ng boyfriend yun? I dont think so. He's an ass.

Yan kasi ang kinakatakot ko, na baka nirereject na ni Je si March thats why she kept on following me at nabigla lang siya ng sabihin niyang she loves me.

"WHAT?" she chuckled. Ok, whats funny? Faye's weird.

Tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay to show her na parang naguguluhan ako sa kanya.

"Oh, Im sorry August. Okay. March and Jeremy were not together. I mean, March rejected him. Thats why Je avoided her lately. Tapos when he needed you, ikaw naman tung umiiwas din sa kanya." she said.

Ahh. Sht! Ang tanga ko. Hindi sila?! Hindi pala sila? So Im avoiding her for nothing? Im such an idiot. Tama, I didnt ask her naman kung sila diba. Pero ano yung narinig ko sa room.

"What? But I've heard them. She told Je she likes him. So ano yun?" I said, trying to conceal my curiousity.

"Oh my. So you've heard them? nah. I dont know you likes eavesdropping? Di ko alam na chismoso ka pala." Faye said. Nahhh, I did it in a good intention. Mahal ko na yung pinaguusapan dito eh, I need to fight for her. But I didnt do anything.

"Just answer me." I said. Ang tagal pa kasi bago sumagot eh. Kailangan ko ng malaman.

"Ok. As what March said to me, sabi niya, he told Je na she likes him, but she cannot love him." she said.

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Thats why I feel really odd. Because wala naman pala talaga. March cant love him. Kasi ako ang mahal niya? Ang tanga ko! So lahat ng alam ko hindi totoo? I am such a dull for believing this madness.

"Ok. Faye. Thankyou." I said as I ran away. Takbo lang ako ng takbo, kahit alam kong mabilis lang ako mawalan ng hangin.

I really need to find March.