Pangarap Lang kita (Under Revision)

PLK: Chapter 12

This isnt good. Bakit magkasama na naman sila? Hmp. Well, you were just a rebound sa tuwing hindi kami okay ni August. Pero masakit parin.

Alam kong nakita ako ni August right now, but it seems he doesnt care. He doesnt even look at me. His face were all blank, I cant read him.
Nang papunta kami ni Jeremy sa stall ng mga fruit shake, nakita ko sa peripheral view ko kung paano subuan ni Sophie si August ng siomai. Abat nakakainis na ata tong babaeng ito huh!! Makakatikim na talaga to sakin.

"Uhm. March? Are you alright? Kung saan saan ka kasi nakatingin eh." Jeremy said.

Naku. Napansin ata ni Jeremy na di ako mapakali kaya tumalikod muna ako para ma focus yung attention ko sa kanya. Total, I was the one who brought him here, why would I focus my attention to nonsense people.

"Im sorry. May nakita lang kasi akong TARSIER na kung makakapit, parang PUNO niya yung kinakapitan niya. Ang sarap lang tapunan ng bato!!!" sabi ko habang nanggigil sa sobrang galit.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit naiinis ako ng ganito, pero nakakaiirita lang talaga. Pwe!

"Huh? May tarsier ba dito sa sa school? Haha! Ikaw talaga March, kahit ano na yang nakikita mo ha. Lets go na nga. Baka makakita kapa ng elepante jan. Naku!" he said. Natawa nalang kami ni Jeremy.

Yes, we should better get going. I can feel the heat in here. Baka may sumabog pa, naku! delikado.

We decided ni Je na sa labas nalang ng foodcourt kumain, total may mini-tent naman dun na pwede kainan if ever puno na yung foodcourt sa loob. I can feel the fresh air and the smooth pleasant smell of the flowers. It feels great.

"Anyway, di mo pa nakukuwento sakin kung sino yung gusto mo ha." Jeremy said. Actually kanina, I was ready to tell him about the guy whom I'm inlove with. Pero now? Nahh. I dont even want to say his name.

"You dont have to know. Its nonsense. At tska, Im still unsure about my feelings about him. Ewan ko, maybe this is just a mistake. A mistake feelings. Lets just not talk about it." I said then smiled at him. The fresh air is too good, I dont want to waste this great feeling talking about him.

"Well. Kung sinagot mo pa ako nun, well. I'll make sure, everyday is a Valentines Day." he said.

I smiled .. Well Je, you will always be the boy next door of every woman's eye. Pero ewan ko kung bakit mahal ko yung torpe na yun.

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August's Point of View

*SIGH* I saw her again with Je. Wala akong maramdaman na kasi puro na sakit yung narardaman ko. Andito kami ni Tina sa foodcourt. You know, even she's biatch .. She always listen to my dramas when it comes to March.

But now, she's freaking weird. Sinubuan niya ako ng Siomai just to let March feel jealous. Hayyy, you're just wasting your time Soph, hindi naman mag seselos yan.

"Tingnan mo si March, gust. Nagseselos na." Sophie said. But when I turned attention to her, she was about face of mine, facing Je. Kahit nakatalikod siya, alam ko nakangiti siya. Kasi ang laki din ng ngiti ng mokong Jeremy na yun eh.

Meanwhile, lumabas na silang dalawa ni March. Kami nakaupo parin ni Sophie dito sa loob. Ewan ko ba pero parang gusto ko silang sundan.

I was finding my guts to go after her. Hanggang sa napansin ko sa sarili ko na naglalakad na ako palabas ng foodcourt. I can hear Sophie shouting but I didnt mind. I just want to go after March.

When I was about to find her, I heard voices..

"..sino yung gusto mo ha?"

I know that voice. It's Je.

I went near from the tent where they were staying.  Nakatalikod sila saakin kaya hindi nila ako nakikita. I keep on eavsdropping.

"You dont have to know. Its nonsense. At tska, Im still unsure about my feelings about him. Ewan ko, maybe this is just a mistake. A mistake feelings. Lets just not talk about it."  March said.

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..That was heartbreaking .. Ang sakit. This is too much. I cant take much more of this..