Those words kept on running in my mind. Move on? How can he possibly say that when in fact, hindi naman kami.
The expression of my face made my bestfriend really worried.
"Whats up? May problema ka? Mind to share?" she said. I can share anything to Faye, she's my bestfriend after all. We used to share our feelings kasi kung hindi, sasabog na kami.
"Have you noticed August's actions, lately?" I asked. He's acting so weird. Hindi naman siya ganito ka weird when we were first year and second year ha. Pero ngayon, iba na. He tends to avoid me as much as he can, and it makes me insane.
"No. Wala naman. Excluding those 'Asar' moments niyong dalawa, I observed hindi ka na niya kinukulit." she stated. Yeah! Thats exactly what I've noticed. Minsan na mimiss ko rin siya, even he's really annoying, hindi naman nagiging boring ang life ko kapag anjan siya. She also made me happy at the same time.
"Im really worried about him. May problema kaya siya?" I asked Faye. If meron man, I need to do something.. to help him. Siguro babawi nalang ako sa mga times na pinagtatanggol niya ako sa mga umaaway saakin.
"Why do you care so much, March? Is there something that need to know?" she asked. What?! Hindi ko gets ang tanong ni Faye..really.
"What do you mean? I dont get it." I said. Ano ba ang dapat niyang malaman? I already told her everything. No secrets nga, dba?
"I think you're falling to August. Am I right?" then she chuckled. Ha! After she said that, wala ba ako ibang masabi. Bakit? Totoo ba, March? S-het! Gumalaw ka. Magsalita ka!
I keep on talking to myself (in my mind) until finally, I found my voice, "I am not!" I responded. Still avoiding her gazed. Mas kinakabahan ako sa mga ganito bagay, kainis!
Teka, bakit kasi kami napunta sa ganitong usapan. Ugh! This is not our topic, bakit ba ganyan nalang mag isip si Faye. Im just concerned.
"What's the fuss all about?" someone spoke behind me. Its Mayet. San kaya galing tong babaeng 'to.
"Where have you been?" I asked. Napansin ko lang din lately na hindi na masyado sumasama si Mayet saamin. Dun nalang siya palagi sa room, nagbabasa ng Ebook. Hays!
"So, ano nga yang pinag uusapan niyo?" she asked again. 'Tingnan mo to, di man lang sumagot sa tanong ko.
"I think somebody's inlove."
"Shut up Faye!" I immediately said. Oh my ghad! Why do I find myself blushing? Kainis. Nag papalpitate na din yung heart ko at the same time. Sheez!
"Really? Atlast! Kanino?" Mayet asked. Napaka masochist ng dalawang to, lahat ng bagay binibigyan ng kulay, daig pa ang rainbow. Ugh!
"Not sure, but I think. To August." she said. See, its pretty obvious na pinag tutulungan ako ng dalawa. Ang sama sama nilang bestfriend. Shems!
"Never assume unless it is directly stated." I said. Law of accountancy. Yan kasi, nakakainis! Wala naman akong pinapakitang gestures na gusto si August, right? Why would I? He's freaking annoying and he's not my type.
"Dont push her, Faye. Nasa indenial stage pa kasi yan." Mayet said. Uggh! Please tell me kung bestfriends ko ba talaga tung dalawang to?!! Mas annoying pa sila kay August.
"Yeah. So March, dont hesitate to tell us about your unsure feelings, alright?" she said. Dammit! Why on earth did you say that? I dont have that 'unsure feelings', why do you keep on insisting?
"He's just a friend. Im worried and concerned about his acts lately. Thats all." I said. Kainis kasi talaga eh.
"Defensive alert." Mayet said. Ah! Isang hirit pa, aalis na ako dito. Pinagtutulungan niyo ako eh. Shems lang!
"Whatever. Curious kasi ako about what I've heard kanina. Super weird lang, but never mind. I wont spill it, inaasar niyo ako eh." I chuckled. Huh! Its time to revenge. Ako naman ang aasar sainyo.
"WHAT WAS IT?" they both said. Huh! Sorry, i wont spill it. Kainis sila, lahat nalang may meaning, so I left them with curiousity.
"MAAARCH! DONT LEAVE, TELL US." they shouted. Napa smirk nalang ako. Pero wala naman talaga akong plano itago sa kanila, I just need to confirm it first.
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I went in the Library para mag aral since malapit na ang 1st preliminary exam. Sheez! Nakakatakot talaga kapag exam week na, parang sasabog na ang utak ko.
"Anong ginagawa mo dito?" a familiar voice said.
"Nag aaral, halata dba." I said. Obvious naman, nagtatanong pa. I didnt turn around. After what I've heard kanina? Huh! Asa. Move on? Dammit. Di parin maalis ang curiousity ko.
"I know. I mean, why here? Seriously March? Under the table?" he said. Shet! Dito talaga ang secret place ko kapag nag aaral, feel ko kasi mas tahimik dito at walang ingay. This is my secret place pero hindi na siya secret kasi alam na ni August.
"Hell you care!" I said. Naiinis parin ako sa mga pag iwas iwas niya saakin. Mababaliw ata ako sa kanya kapag iniwasan niya ulit ako. Atleast now, even he annoyed me, pinapansin niya naman ako.
"The old March is back. I like it." he said. Tapos hinila niya ako palabas ng table, ghad! He's really that annoying.
"Ano ba?! I thought you'll avoid me? Bat ka nandito? Tsss." I hissed. I need to know the answer. Kung kailangan kong maging detective Conan, I'll do it. For the sake of my curiousity.
"Who said that?" he asked. His face turns to frown. Shems! Bakit ako nanghihina pag nalulungkot siya? Kailan pa ako affected sa kanya?
"Nobody, i just felt it." I said. Mahina lang ang boses ko kasi parang nalulungkot na siya. Di pa naman ako sanay sa mga comfort na yan.
"Im sorry. But I need to." he said. Before I could utter a word, he left me with curiousity again.
Dammit. Damn you August!
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Fiksi RemajaMarcheline Araival and Augustin Ganioda are known to be as bestfriend, best enemy in their school. They never felt something for each other until one night, they had exactly the same dream at the same night. It was a mysterious dream, not knowing, b...
