Fix you; Wilkinson

Memories

Claire's POV

Sammy went back home so im home alone now.

I laid on the couch and memories came flashing when Shawn and i was together

Those laughs we shared
Those 'i love you'
Those hugs and kisses
Those stupid jokes and puns
Those nights where we cuddled
Those movie dates
Those vines
Those record deals
Those fights
Those times we spent together.

They meant a lot to me,
But it probably felt nothing to him.

Tears started forming in my eyes and as i blinked,tears ran across my cheeks

What did i ever do wrong for Shawn to not love me?
But i love Sammy now.
But my heart is still damaged for what Shawn did.

Remember when i told Sammy that it was nothing and it wasn't meant to be? Yeah i lied.

It felt like a million knives stabbing you repeatedly or worse

I stumbled my way into the bathroom and pulled the drawer open and searched for a blade

As soon as i found one i held it with my index and thumb. Everything i did equals to one slice

Worthless. Slice!

I bet Sammy is just gonna do what Shawn did. Slice!

Ugly bitch. Slice!

No one loves you. Slice!

Useless piece of shit. Slice!

Are you an unknown creature. Slice!

Fat ass. Slice!

No one cares, they're just pretending. Slice!

4 cuts on each arm.

I wash the blood away and once the water touched the cuts, it hurted like hell.

"Shit" i hissed

I finished cleaning it and went into my room and out on a sweatshirt.

I hope it doesn't seem too obvious since it's kinda hot outside. Eh, no one would even care if they noticed it.

I walked out of the room and went into the living room and found Sammy's phone on the sofa.

Wow. Really Sammy? I gotta keep an eye on that phone for ya

***

In the middle of my pll marathon i heard a knock on the door

I walked towards the door and opened it to be face to face with the one and only Shawn mendes.

"What do you want?" i growled

"The text wasn't me. It was Amber." he explained

"Explain everything." i motion in to sit on the sofa and he does what he is told

I close the door and sit directly infront of him

"Start explaining" i demanded

"Amber and i being a couple was true but i didn't know how to tell you so Amber snatched my phone and texted you. I know i messed up, real bad but can we still be the little ol' best friends we used to be before this?" he says

"Ok. I'd love to be your best friend again Shawny. Now if you excuse me im having a pretty little liars marathon." i grin

"Im joining!" he yells

"Fine. Whatever." i playfully roll my eyes and plop down on the sofa, Shawn mimicking my actions

We both start watching it the whole day until there was another knock on the door.