Fix you; Wilkinson

you cant force love

Sammy's POV~

Her face softened after i asked the question and her eyes got watery. She faced the ground and didn't say anything

I felt my eyes watering

"So?" i whispered "Do you still love me?" i repeated my question

She let out a breath and faced me.

A tear fell out of her eye and mine did too

"I-I don't know..." she whispered

"W-What? Please." i begged

"Sammy, you can't force love" she spoke

I nodded sadly, agreeing to what she said

"Let me think about it" she forced a smile

I nodded again

"Just remember that i loved you ever since i saw you when we were little. You are my first love, i didn't think that we would end up here but i will never forget you and that i'll always love you." she paused "But for now, i'll think about it."

"I understand" i whisper, holding in anymore tears

"Great." she whispers with a slight smile before walking into the kitchen to have a drink

I sigh and thought for awhile....

I picked up my phone and dialed the number

He picked it up on the third ring

"Hey, what's up man?" he greeted

'Hey Shawn, listen.... I need your help" i whispered at the last part

"Wait what? Sammy wilk is asking Shawn mendes for help? This must be something bad" he chuckled

"Yeah yeah, lets just say that i messed up. Big time." i stated

"What's it about?" he asked, getting more curious by the second

"Claire and i" i responded

There was a long moment of silence

"I'll be there" he sighed before hanging up

"Who were you talking to?" Claire asked as she walked back towards the couch

"Oh, it's um just a friend of mine" i stuttered

She nodded suspiciously before going onto her instagram account and stalked someone

"Who are you stalking?" i broke the silence

"Oh um.... No one. Just going through those accounts that post funny things and stuff" she said cooly

"What's the account name?" i questioned

"Cohmedy or something" she shrugged and there was a knock on the door

"Is that your friend?" she pointed to the door and i nodded

"Yoy want some privacy?" she lowered her voice

I nodded "Yes please"

She quietly walked to her room and gently closed the door

"COME IN" i yelled

I heard the door open and some footsteps before it closing again

"Waddup" Shawn smiled

"Eh." i replied

"So what's wrong with you and Claire?" he asked as he took a seat next to me

"Well, you know after the drunk incident, there were more fights and now we made up but something feels different..... It's like she isn't my bestfriend anymore" i explained

"Why do you think that?" he slightly frowns and places his elbows on his knees

"She's been more awkward and distant.. And the real Claire isn't like that" i sighed

"That sounds tuff" he nods

"You tell me" i agreed "Tell me what to do now"

"Why me?" he questions

"Cause, you were there with her when i wasn't." i ran a hand through my hair

"Well, All you could do right now is.... Well, wait. There is alot happening right now. Her bestfriends death, you beating her up when you were drunk and those other things you said you did." he paused "Wait for her. You two are meant to be together. Yeah,sure there will be lots of obstacles ahead of you guys but from what i noticed is that what ever happened, you two still ended up with each other"

I smiled "Yeah"

"When i ask her about you she says that you are just her brother but i knew that she was lying because whenever i brought you up or whenever she talks about you, her eyes light up and she couldn't stop smiling like a dork. Even her smile could light up the darkest room when it's talking about you" He grinned

"Then why did you asked her to be your girlfriend?" i asked

"I thought she would like me like she likes you. But, no one could ever replace you. You mean the world to Claire and she means the world to me. Keep her, she's worth everything." he finished

"You didn't have to get all emotional" i slightly chuckled and wipef away the forming tears

"Can't help it. When it comes to talking about Claire, i tend to do this cause she is amazing"

"She is amazing." i grin