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Walking  up the street, every step i took i felt sicker and sicker, every step closer, i felt myself falling, I was so fixated  on what they were going to think abut me, i didn't even hear my baby crying. As I snapped out of my thoughts, i looked down at my small tiny baby crying, trying to soothe my baby I sung to her in a quiet hushed tone , it always worked, as my baby settled, I saw a familiar face I tried to walk trying to not draw attention to myself but it was to late
"Olivia?" the voice called out, I turned around to see a shortish women with short brown hair and two children standing next to her, I couldn't help but give a little smile, while tears welled up in my crystal blue eyes
"hey" was about all i managed to get out before tears stated streaming down my face
"come here sweetie" the women opened her arms and placed Me in them
"im Sorry Don" i claimed
"lets go get a coffee" she said , I nodded and turned around and grabbed the pram and followed Donna and the kids as they came to the coffee shop they sat down at the table and took their orders
"So i heard about Shane" Donna started
"yeah, a few months back he was shot by the Mayans" I claimed
"So the baby...His?" she looked at the now awake child
"Yeah...Unfortunately" Donna looked at Me with a questioning look "Don't ask" I  said shaking it off with a laugh
"Auntie Liv, Can i hold the baby" Ellie, Donna's daughter asked with pleading eyes , when i had left Donna and the kids were the only people i kept in touch with, i practically made her swear not to tell anyone , but just over a year ago we lost contact, i looked at the pleading child and smiled
"sure you can Ells" i answered picking the fragile baby out of her car seat and placed her on Ellie who was next to Donna so Donna helped her
"how old is she?" Donna asked
"umm 3 weeks today" i answered
"does she have a name?" she questioned i couldn't help but laugh along with Donna because of the tone she used
"yeah Sophia-Ashlee" i answered and Donna gave a smile
"beautiful" she answered "hey i saw you heading towards the club, you wanna lift?" she asked
"you sure?" Donna nodded and after paying we made it back to Donna's vehicle.

I saw Opie standing smoking when Donna and I pulled up into the drive way, as we pulled up, the sickening feeling in my stomach grew, knowing I had to exit the car, I got out and watched as Opie confusingly watched me as Opie clicked on to who I was he ran over to me.
"Liv" he said as he rushed over to me, smiling he picked me up and spun me around, laughing as he squeezed me tightly. After he put me down, Donna went and grabbed the pram frame out of the car, I walked to the back door of the car and un clipped the car seat before placing it on to the frame.
"oh wow you have a kid" He chuckled as saying it
"yeah it kinda happened before"I stuttered "you know" Opie nodded in acknowledgement and had a glimpse of sympathy
"anyone know your here" he questioned while I shook her head
"but i need their help" he looked at me confused then looked at Donna who was obviously hiding something
"right i need to go , nice seeing you again liv" she said hugging me while stroking my long brunette hair and tapping Sophia-Ashlee's nose
"thank you" I smiled "for everything" Donna nodded her head and walked toward Opie, gave him a quick kiss and headed off 
Opie and I waved good bye to the ids and turned around , Opie had the pushchair and I was walking beside him.
"Hey liv, what's happened in the last three years?" He asked, obviously knowing I wasn't my usual self
"Nothing, I just think I need to be a better person, for my daughter" I said lying through my teeth, but obviously I was a big enough excuse for Ope to leave it. As we carried on walking to the garage Opie tickled Sophia's chin
"You know liv, she is her mothers daughter" he smiled down on me
"Thanks Ope" I answered smiling, glad that he didn't see the similarities between her and Shane. As we approached the garage a young man peeped his head around.
"hey umm who is this?" the guy working in the garage questioned Opie, He had an un familiar face and ginger wacky hair and was in a plain black prospect cut on
"oh her, an old friend ....... Of well basically the club" The Prospect looked a bit un easy but still took my hand
"kip Epps ...but you can call me half - sack" i couldn't help but laugh as did Opie
"well Half - sack, I'm Liv" i smiled at him as he smiled back Sophia started screaming , knowing the club house was right there i scooped Sophia up and settled her, as i put her down i heard voices
"Sack was that a baby i heard" A voice bellowed as footsteps were drawing closer , i gave a panicked look to Opie who reciprocated  the look I grabbed the push chair and rushed behind the van in the work shop
"what was that?" a familiar voice asked while the multiple footsteps followed
"umm it wa...." Opie rushed over and Covered half-Sacks mouth
"it was a women with her baby" Opie took over "looking for her mother" Opie lied, the men looking unsure turned around , relieved i let out a gasp which jolted Sophia who screamed. I knew Opie would do his best to try sway the club members to leave, he knew how stressed I was, how much I longed for an escape, even though I failed to tell him the full events, Opie always knew when something was wrong when looking into someone's eyes.