SAMCRO Girl

Broken heart

Two days have gone since Christmas , Juice still hadn't said a word to me, but today Sophia and Abel are having a sort of baby play date thing and since I've got my car i'm dropping her off in an hour. I was back to my normal couture so i slipped on Skinny jeans and a very tight burgundy crop top and heels to match , Sophia was in a baby Grower.

I put Sophia in her car seat and headed downstairs
"I'll be back in ten" i shouted to my mum as i walked threw the 'Lounge'
"hang on wait up" she called as i stopped dead in my tracks and turned around "i Love you baby" she said kissing my cheek
"is that all?" i questioned she nodded at that comment "Okay bye guys" i said waving as i left and got into my car, Just as i was about to leave i saw Juice talking to a girl , looked more like flirting. Even though i passed her off as a customer i still couldn't help feeling jealous.

after twenty minutes i returned, Jax walked out to me as i pulled up
"Thought you said ten minutes" he said smiling
"i was talking to Tara" I answered blankly
"Oh about what?" he asked as i gave him a guilty look
"a guy" i said "that i  never got over"
"Is that all" he asked knowing there was more
"Ikindakissedhimonchristmaseve" i said super fast
"what?" he asked but i know he knew what i said
"Jax" i said placing my head in my hands
"Come on lets get a beer" he said leading me towards the club house as we walked in i saw a sight that made my heart break, Juice was there Naked on the couch making out with the same girl from before, Jax immediately tried to pull my arm without making a noise , but i was froze , obviously my mum had seen us come in because she barged in
"getting a dri..." she saw Juice and the woman as they looked up from being disturbed "Oh Shit, Liv come on babe" she , like Jax tried to pull me away, but this time i had tears in my eyes, i saw Juice notice this while he and his whore were trying to get changed, he went to say something but i just stormed out and up to my room.  I  must of been up there for a while crying because i eventually heard two sets of footsteps come up the stairs
"Go away mum" i shouted sobbing , the footsteps walked in to my room as i looked up i saw Chibs and Tig "what?"
"Look he's sorry" Tig went on "but he doesn't understand why your so angry about it?" i looked up at Tig and my tears started up even worse and Chibs came down and soothed me
"He's trying to get over you" Chibs said "He thinks there will never be anything between you two again"
"that's what i thought" i sobbed
"Then why you working yourself up, chick?" Tig said
"Because when i saw them, i didn't think seeing anything like that would hurt this much" Tig kissed my head
"You Love him?" Chibs asked
"I never stopped" i answered
"if you never stopped loving him, why did yo have a baby with the man who forced you to leave?" Chibs asked
"I never went anywhere, was always trapped in the house" i started explaining "i only slept with him a few time but each time the next day i would spend regretting it"
"you could of come back" Tig said
"every time i mentioned it he would go crazy , hit me , plus i couldn't deal with knowing Juice had moved on" I said "It hurt me when he was so cold to me" they nodded in agreement i saw Tig about to say something but there was a knock at the door, i looked up to see an obviously sorry Juice standing in my doorway
"Can we talk" he asked, i just sat there rocking back and forth Chibs and Tig got up and Tig kissed me on the hair
"Just tell him the truth, Love you" he whispered before they exited, Juice shut the door and came and sat on my bed. He looked sympathetically at me, as if I was going to break if he said anything, which I probably would.