SAMCRO Girl

Return (Juices P.O.V.)

*3 months ago*

After spending the better half of the morning in town scoping out the Mayans newest business deal, i decided it was time to head back to the club house to report everything that i had witnessed this morning, given it wasnt that much as the mayans were delicate and low key when it came to dodgy deals but i had at least managed to figure out the number of Mayans that were working in that hell hole and protecting it.
As i drove onto the driveway the group of people exiting the club house immediately drew in my attention, i watched as Jax began to leave the house with a body laying limp in his arms, without even thinking i jumped off my bike and sprinted over to where all the commotion was happening
"what the fu...." my sentence was cut short as i began to familiarise myself with the girl lead in Jax's arms, her face was as white as a sheet but i could still figure out who she was, her distinctive brunette hair hung off her face, out of the corner of my eye i saw bright red, moving closer i saw the red stain by her crotch growing as more blood seemed to poor out, tears pricked in my eyes and my heart sank as i thought of the girl in pain, i didnt even begin to think of the pain she had caused inside me over the past three years
"Its Olivia Juice" I heard a scottish voice ring out as i held my head up, my eyes filling up more and more, in that second everything that she had done was forgotten about
"look you can get all shitty later but we need to get her to a hospital now" Jax said, sounding more distressed than ever, i hoped out of the way giving him room to continue his jog towards the car
"Sack stay with her baby, Juice, if youre okay with it, monitor him, do not let him kill that child" Gemma bellowed to us as i nodded, taking in the information that was just thrown at me. Olivia Teller. was alive and well. back with a baby. As all the bikes and cars left the lot i spun around to Half-sack holding a small newborn, he wasnt even holding her properly though
"give her here" i said almost instantaneously as he quickly passed the baby over to me like she was a baton. I cradled the young child looking intensively at her, she was newborn but you could tell that she was the spit of her mother, my heart yearned slightly, i always knew that she would be happy with Shane but there was a part of me that hoped she would return and we could be family. I had been counting days, seeing how long it would take Olivia to come crying back to us after Shane had died, and apparently 6 months had been and gone and she had turned up in a grave state.
" you don't ever mention to anyone that i held this child" i said passing her back to him, making sure he was supporting her head as i walked off i heard a small wimper from the child, but forced myself not to turn around. If it had been anyone elses baby but his, i would of been by her side in a heartbeat. but it was his and that made my skin crawl.

a few hours had been and gone since everyone had left, and it was only now that the distant sound of engines filled the room. i stood up and launched myself towards the door, wanting to leave this place, clear my head. As i walked out the group of men walked over to me
"Im off" i said, venom in my voice. Over the past few hours all i had thought about was Shane, putting his hands on her, fathering her child. IT was enough to make the anger rise. I heard the guys calling after me but i couldnt tune into what they were saying, i just jumped on my bike and rode. I was riding for what seemed like forever, not entirely sure why i was heading this way. I came to a sudden stop, looking up to find myself at the hospital, i hopped off my bike and ran through the halls, not sure where her room was. I just kept running, slowing down when i saw Tara and Jax, both simultaneously spinning around looking straight at me
"juice?" Jax exclaimed as i continued walking toward them, my heart beat was speeding up as i came closer to her room
"i need to see her" i exclaimed, clearly that was enough to sway Jax as he stepped out of the way of his sisters room, giving me a clear pathway to her room.
As i stepped into her room, i noticed how her skin colour had paled up more in the last few hours. she almost looked peaceful lead in the hospital bed. I walked right up to her bed and placed a hand on her brunette hair
"Livvy" i said as my voice cracked, water spilling out of my eyes, splashing onto my hand "Liv, you are going to be fine, so your baby can have her mother" i started, before realising how crass that sounded "Olivia, i need you, you left me three years ago and i only just got out of that without falling apart, if you left now, i dont know how id manage. i love you Liv, i always have and always will. Be okay" i said, i know everything was confusing but i needed to get it off my chest, at that moment something came over me and I said something that I truly believed would never come out of my mouth - I had my hands folded on the side of her bed and faced the ceiling pleadingly I responded" please do not let her die, if you are going to take a life tonight let it be mine - I will never ask for anything again but spare her" the tears had began pooling out of my eyes, feeling Jax walking closer towards me, he placed his hand on my shoulder as i leant down and placed a kiss on the top of her head
"Please keep this to yourselves" i said wiping the tears off my cheeks, quickly and silently leaving the building.

*Present day* (Olivia's P.O.V)

I sat there speechless as Juice told me the story. I looked to see his eyes filling with water, a sight i wished i would never have to see again. I placed my hand on his cheek, gently stroking it with my index finger as he turned to look at me
"I love you Olivia, and through everything that has happened, that love will never change" he said, a stray tear falling down his cheek as tears began falling out of my eyes
"You are everything to me Juice, and i do, i love you" i said barely keeping myself together long enough to tell him. he gently cupped my face, wiping my tears away with his thumbs and lifting my head high enough to see into his eyes.
"I will spend as long as it takes, protecting you and making sure the Mayans pay for Sophia, i promise" he said "you need to grieve and do what you have to do right now and I will wait for you to be ready because, Olivia, I am never going to let you go again" he gently pulled me closer giving me a delicate kiss. He knew that after the last few weeks there was a slight danger in rushing into anything but we both knew one thing - no matter how long it took we would wait for the other.
"And I'm not going to hide the fact that I know you've offered to work with the club again, and I would never stop you but I'd be damned if I didn't protect you from the danger it brings" I smiled up at his protectiveness over me
"Thankyou Juice" I said grabbing his hand and pulling him off the bench "now come on I have a room full of people waiting for us" he reciprocated my smile as he stood up and followed me closely towards the clubhouse.