I Tried So Hard (Kellic)

I Tried So Hard-Chapter 10

                I sat on the side of the bed gripping the sheets in anger and clinched my teeth together. I didn’t know what to think. I was just so livid at what Matty just told me. I couldn’t believe that Vic was actually doing this to me. First he lied to me about him and Jack and now he’s cheating on me with Jack. The more I thought about him and Jack kissing and Jack touching him and taking his shirt off, I just got more and more angry, I could feel the anger rushing through my whole body. I glanced up at Matty and saw him looking at me.

“You okay, dude?” He asked with this concerned look on his face.

“Yeah, I’m fine. I’m just going to go to the bathroom” I said as I got up walking towards the door with my fist bawled up. I opened the door and walked out, closing the door behind me. I stood there for a second, if I go left I’ll be heading to the bathroom but if I go right I’ll be headed to the stairwell which will take me downstairs to where Vic and Jack are. I had to decide what I was going to do and I decided to go left to the bathroom and try to calm myself down because if I go downstairs to Vic’s room there would been a big scene and students would’ve woken up and I didn’t want that. I walked into the bathroom, locking it behind me and began pacing back and forth mumbling to myself how I couldn’t believe Vic would fuck me over like this. I went over to the sink and looked in the mirror, staring at myself and for some reason I got even angrier. I couldn’t believe that I was just letting this happen. I couldn’t believe I wasn’t even going to try to stop it. I just basically bowed down and accepted that this was happening. But what could I even do? If this is what he wants to do then there is nothing that’s going to stop him from doing it. I just kept staring at my reflection in the mirror and the longer I did, the madder I got. I felt this adrenaline rush through my body and the next thing I know my fist was connecting with the mirror, smashing it into pieces. Shards of glass fell everywhere and when I looked at my hand it was bloody and I could see pieces of glass stuck in my hand. The initial impact didn’t hurt but I guess it was because of the adrenaline but now it’s starting to hurt. I pulled the pieces of glass out my hand and went to grab some paper towels off the shelf and I wrapped them around my hand but it didn’t stop the bleeding so I grabbed some more paper towels but it still didn’t help. I realized that I would probably have to go to the emergency room but I really didn’t want to. I walked out the bathroom and headed back to my room and I slowly opened the door trying to be quiet. I looked over at Matty and he was watching TV he didn’t even look over at me. I went to go sit on my bed and my thoughts went back to Vic, I couldn’t stop thinking about him and Jack. I squeezed my cut up hand a little tighter as my mind went back to the thought of them kissing. I felt the paper towel that was wrapped around my hand drenched in my blood.

“Dude, what happened to your hand?!” Matty asked; getting up off his bed and walking over to me.

“Nothing.” I said.

“Your hand is bleeding badly. You have to go to the hospital.” He said.

“It’s fine. It’ll stop bleeding on its own.” I said.

“No you’re not. Let’s go or else I’ll have to go get Vic since he’s the dorm room advisor” He said. Apart of me wanted him to go get Vic but I knew that if he did I would punch him as soon as he came close to me so instead I decided to go with Matty to the hospital. We got into Matty’s car and he drove me to the hospital I sat there the whole time in complete silence but Matty kept glancing over at me waiting for me to say something, I knew he was wondering what happened but I couldn’t tell him without revealing that I’m dating Vic. Well.. was dating Vic so I just stayed silent. We got to the hospital and walked into the ER and went straight over to the lady at the front desk she saw my hand bleeding profusely and immediately took me back to a room. Matty came with me and sat there waiting quietly until the doctor came in about ten minutes later.