I Tried So Hard (Kellic)

I Tried So Hard- Chapter 12

                Vic bobbed his head and all I could do was stand there and try to stay quiet because I knew his brother right was outside the door. He always liked putting me in this position of where I couldn’t do anything back without getting us caught. He loved being in control and to be honest I loved it when he was. I looked down at him trying to keep my breathing steady but it wasn’t working. He took me out his mouth and looked up at me with this smirk and started to suck on my tip. I tried to clench my jaw shut and stop any sounds from coming out my mouth but it was no use.

“Fuck” I groaned closing my eyes as I gave in and began enjoying the pleasure.  Then he gave my throbbing member a few strokes and kissed my v line. As he took me all the way back in his mouth and held it there for a second then began twirling his tongue around the tip my legs started to get a little shaky so I tried to press myself against the wall to make sure I didn’t collapse to the ground. I bit my bottom lip as he began to bob his head faster. I started making this huffing noise trying to stop myself from moaning. This tingly feeling spread through my body and I felt myself slowing sliding down to the ground. I tried to push myself up but my legs were too weak. Vic put his hand on my stomach trying to keep me in place which helped. He started to go faster and I got this warm adrenaline like feeling in the pit of my stomach. A moaning and gasping sound left my mouth as I bucked my hips forward causing my whole member to go completely in his mouth as I released.

“You have weak knees.” The brown eyes boy said as he wiped the corner of his mouth and stood up. I looked at him and started to pull up my pants.

“Really? It couldn’t have just been to the fact that you were just giving me a blow job?” I said sarcastically.

“You loved it though” he smirked and I couldn’t help but start to blush.

“Whatever I still have classes today so let’s go.” I walked over to the door and opened it and saw his brother standing there looking at me. He had a look on his face like he heard everything and I just stared at the ground as I walked passed him.

“Wait. You were complaining how I never told you about my brother so here. Mike this is Kellin. Kellin this is Mike.” Vic said to his brother and I.

“So you were talking about me in there? Well that’s funny because I thought I heard something different maybe I need to get my ears checked.” He said smiling at me and then put out his hand. I shook his hand giving him an embarrassed look.

“Well we have classes to get to so thanks for helping me out. I’ll see you later.” Vic said to his brother. We walked out the dorm building and Mike went a separate way from Vic and I.

“I still can’t believe you didn’t tell me you had a brother.” I said to Vic. He grabbed my hand and intertwined his fingers with mine.

“You never asked and the topic never came up. Besides let’s talk about something else we just got back together.” He said squeezing my hand and smiling at me.

“I never said we were back together.” I looked over at him.

“Oh really? So you just used me for sex? My heart can’t take the betrayal.” He said dramatically grabbing at his chest.

“Shut up. You’re so stupid.” I chuckled. “Of course we’re back together. How could I not want to after that blow job?” I said jokingly.

“Yeah..well.. did you miss me?” He asked.

“Well when I wasn’t hating you for thinking you slept with Jack I missed you a little bit. What about you?” I asked.

“You kidding me? I sat around coming up with this whole plan to get you back. You never left my mind. The only thing I kept replaying in my head was you telling me it’s over.” He said and we both got quiet.

“I’m sorry for what I said that day. I jumped to conclusions and I didn’t hear you out and I didn’t mean any of the stuff I said. I was just upset and hurt thinking you slept with him. I really am sorry if I hurt you.” I said giving him a sincere look. He gave me a little smile.

“It’s okay. Everything’s fine. We’re back together and that’s all that matters.” He said with a reassuring look. “I have to get to class, meet me at my room later on tonight so we can hang out and talk. I really missed you. So come, please?”

“Okay, I will and I missed you too. Even though I was mad I really did miss you.” I said.

“Good to hear. I’ll see you later.” He smiled and leaned over to kiss me then turned the corner in the direction to another building while I headed to my photography class the opposite way.

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                I knocked on Vic’s door and a second later Vic opened the door letting me in his room. He closed and locked the door behind him. I stood in the middle of the room for a second and examined the room more closely than I could do the first time I was in here.

“You can come sit on the bed.” Vic said pulling me out of my thoughts and when I turned around he was lying across his bed. He grabbed the remote and turned on his TV and a random promotional show was on but he didn’t bother to change it. He scooted over and patted the bed urging me to come sit next to him. I sat on the bed and scooted closer over to Vic until he put his arm around me.

“So this week has been the worst week of my life.” He said with a big sigh. “Besides us getting back together, of course.”

“Why?” I said looking at his lips I really wanted to kiss him but I could tell he really wanted to talk so I restrained myself.

“Because I could tell all week you were acting different and it felt like you were pushing me away but I didn’t do anything to stop it and then you broke up with me and that was the worst day of my life literally. I felt like I was losing everything and it just sucked because I didn’t have control over it.” He fiddled with my fingers not making eye contact with me until he was finished.

“I know this whole week sucked and I felt so alone because I had no one to talk to about it.” I said and we both sat in silence for a second. “So wait, me breaking up with you was the worst day of your life?” I asked getting this bitter sweet feeling. It was nice to know that he did actually like me but it also sucked that I made him feel that bad by breaking up with him.

“Yeah it was. The way you said it made me think I had no chance of getting you back. That it was done for good and I wouldn’t have been able to handle that.” He said responding to my question.

“Why?” I asked.

“Well because I love you. I know it’s probably too early on to be saying that but I do. I just get a different feeling when I’m with you. One I’ve never experienced before and I don’t want to lose this feeling ever. I don’t want to lose you.” He looked me in the eyes and held my hand.

“You won’t lose me ever again. I won’t let anything come in between us.” I said rubbing his cheek. I pulled him close and kissed him. “And I love you too.” I smiled as he smiled back at me then he leaned in and gave me the most passionate kiss I’ve ever experienced in my life.