MacKenzie's Diaries Book #1

April 11, Thursday

Okay. Now where was I ruining Nikki's life? Oh, yes! In the cafeteria reading her diary to the whole school. Well, almost. Some people were watching it on their phones as people filmed it all.

'"I just wish MacKenzie would stop messing with me. But right now Chloe, Zoey and I are getting a whole new awesome makeover! Shocking, right? Hopefully, my plan will work. Zoey did my hair using a hair straightner. Okay, I admit it! Zoey was actually placing on fake hair on me,'" I read loudly, so everyone could hear me.

Everybody laughed hysterically. They seemed really entertained. Not a single person in the cafeteria wasn't laughing or giggling. The only people not laughing were Brandon, Marcy, Chloe, or Zoey. Stupid friendships!

I smiled as I watched everyone laugh and gasp. I was earning back my Queen Bee throne! This was perfect for not only me but for Nikki also. She could've ruined her own life with her guilt.

Chloe and Zoey held their head down as some CCPs were glancing and staring at them. They were certainly embarrassed.

'"I hope no one finds out about my new makeover. My lip stick was made of KETCHUP. Why am I such a dork these days?'" I continued. '"Chloe and Zoey were actually using real products for their makeup, but I was using these dumb things. I sighed. Chloe and Zoey tried their very best to comfort me. Unfortunately, it did not work! Wow! They are the best friends ever!"' I gagged at reading the word 'friends.' Yuck! Gross!

Everyone started laughing even harder. Including me. She used ketchup as lipstick? Now, that was a good one! I mean, what kind of idiot does that?

'"I feel kind of guilty insulting and hurting MacKenzie's feelings. I mean, she does not really deserve to be humilated in front of everyone. Sometimes, she can make really big mistakes, but I never kind of gave her a second chance. You know?'" I said.

My eyes teared up as I read those words. Did Nikki really mean that? I brushed it off. Yeah, right. Nikki did not feel sorry for me at all. She probably was lying to herself. No one feels sorry for me. No one. I wasn't going to give her any chances. Never ever in a billion years!

"'Anyway, as soon as I went to sleep that night, I had a terrible nightmare about how I would walk to school and fall deep inside a disgusting, muddy well. OMG! I panicked not knowing I was in a terrifying dream sleeping. Then I kept falling and falling down. It felt like I was never going to land on the ground,'" I said, closing the book finishing.

Everyone laughed again. "More! More! More! More!" the crowd chanted excitedly.

I chuckled. "More for tomorrow!" I promised, carefully stepping off the CCP table.

Everyone cheered for me. Yes! My mission was now accomplished. I earned back my Queen Bee throne just as I planned. Nikki surely lost hers. Now everything was back to normal. I was now the coolest CCP again and Nikki, Chloe, and Zoey were back to being WCD's lowest nobodies.

I threw my lunch garbage away at Chloe. She suddenly yelped and began stumbling back nonstop. Everybody was laughing and pointing at her. Chloe ended up stuck in the garbage can. Her feet dangled up.

"A little help here! Please! Help, somebody!" Chloe cried out.

Zoey rushed over to help Chloe. She frowned at me and glared. I smiled at her evilly showing my shiny, sparkling teeth.

She snarled at me angrily and I just shoved her right into the garbage can along with Chloe. I laughed crossing my arms.

"Not funny!" they said in unison. I chuckled one more time and just walked away. MacKenzie Hollister rules!

I walked to my locker with Jessica the whole way. Turns out, we're BFFs again now. Me, earning my Queen Bee throne, totally saved our friendship for being broken for like..... FOREVER! We gossiped about Nikki and what she wrote in her stupid diary. I missed talking and hanging out with her. I never felt that way about any of my friends before. For once, I actually appreciate that Jessica is my BESTEST BFF. There were many more arguments to come in between us, but I knew we would always be friends in those kind of situations.

Now, I know how it feels to actually admire a friend of mine. Maybe I should give Nikki another chance. No, I can't become that nice, I thought. I still had problems in my social life I had to fix! Should I forgive Nikki for all the horrible things she has done to me or be her arch-nemisis forever? Oh, I just cannot decide! This was my decision. I had to make it myself. What should I choose?

WHY IS MT LIFE FILLED WITH SO MUCH CONFUSION?! UGH!