Suddenly • Bieber •

Hurting

(A/N,On this part of the story there is going to be a slight somewhat triggering self harm part,if you are highly triggered by this,I do not recommend you to read this at all...please skip this part,you are truly and deeply worth it,enjoy life to the fullest,you are still loved and cared for no matter what others may say or think of,just need to say that you are loved and cared for and thought of by me and Wattpad...There's no need for self harm,there's need for self love,remember that)

Hours Later....

I decided to leave her here with my mother while I can let off steam.

I handed her to my mother.

She then siad "sweetie, samantha are you going to be alright without her?" she asked worriedly.

I replied back by saying "Yes, mom I'll be fine"

I gotten up from the couch where my mother was setting.

I walked towards the door and firstly turned around and waved good bye to my mother and daughter.

Lastly, I had walked out of my house and made my way to my car but firstly, I needed to take out two small bags that carried her baby needs from her trunk and as for the two bags that I've took out from the trunk.

I handed the bags to my little sister as she carries them into the house, she  lastly kisses my cheek and hugs me goodbye for my mother and for herself.

I'm now back in the car, going to Cassandra's house for the week so that would help me to forget about Justin.

While driving and feeling kinda sleepy, my eyes had widden towards a song of Justin's on the rideo which made me have the reflex of quickly turning the radio off.

Few hours later...

I'm now near Cassandra's house as I'm half way there, once I got there I turned my car off and got out of my car with my backpack.

Made my way towards the front of the house and rang on the door bell.

The door knob turned and opened, it was her mother.

Mrs.Smith "oh, hi sam I didn't expect you to show up, please come in and I'll get cassandra from her room" she siad.

I told her okay and that I'll be staying here for the week as her mother just showed a smile.

I walked over to the living room and sat down on the couch seeing the tv on free form witch is now the new name for abc family channel,the channel was showing switch at birth witch was a series that I truly love.

While watching the series, I heard  Cassandra's voice "Sam?" as she comes down the stiars in her Starwars night gown and said "why are you here?, aren't you suppose to be with your baby and Justin?".

Whenever I hear the name "Justin" I felt like crying deep inside so I forcefully fought the emotional feelings off and I did.

I got up from the couch and hugged cassandra.

"Come up with me,I'll let you sleep in the guest room, alright and I'll let you have time for yourself okay" said Cassandra.

As she was holding me tightly, we both ran up the stairs to the guest room and once we got there.

She leaves me alone and she goes to her bedroom and the reason why she did that, it's beacuse she knew that I needed the space when I'm like this.

I closed the door and ran to the bed and started to cry but there was this voice in my head saying "kill yourself".

I didn't want to but I had no choice but to do it.

I got an random blade from a bookshelf that was right by an empty desk.

Tears were streaming down from my eyes to my cheeks.

This was for the sake of me not being able to be with the same life anymore, I then started to cut as I did, my arm was completely numb and hurting as the blood in my arm was ozing out bit by bit but unexpectedly the amount had gotten worse.

I try to hold on to the pain while inhaling depressfully while looking up at the ceiling hoping to find a path to being happy once again and suddenly I had felt dizzy and that was when everything went completely pitch black.

Cassandra pov

I was going to check on sam to see how she's doing.

I opened the door to only see sam laying on the bed unresponsive with blood from her arm touching the bedsheets.

Feelings of panicking had made me  scream "AAAAAA! Mom come quick!!!

Mrs.Smith enters the guess room replied "what!?!?!"  but soon notice the terrible situation.

She felt heartbroken with a lot of tears streaming down her face as she's telling her daughter's only friend to stay strong.

Cassandra had then called nine nine one for the ambulance to come to get her only friend, Samantha.