Wounded

Chapter nine

A/N:

Welp I had a lot written for this chapter but it all got erased when I started writing from my iPhone ugh I cannot trust my phone anymore!!!! *goes to the corner and cries* so I tried to rewrite this as best as I can...I hope.

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Birds chirping and non-blinding sunlight is the perfect way to wake up. Especially when you know when your day is going to be complete crap. Yaaaaay....notice my lack of enthusiasm? Mondays are just awful, especially when a douche bag is waiting for you.

Slowly sitting up against the wall and pulling my knees up to my chin instinctively and rapping my arms around my legs. This was a position I usually sat in when something either scared me or hurt me. Just think I all the good things in life Ana. Don't worry about a thing, every little thing is going to be all right. Wait no focus on the situation! STOP SINGING BOB MARLEY SONGS!! Having the ability to get distracted easily seriously sucks when thinking up a plan to avoid death. Think positive! Think positive! Think positive! Oh who am I kidding I'm going to die! How could anyone think positive when no one would help. Of course no one would speak against the arrogant hottie jock of Ridgeway High. No one in their right mind would go against the Cameron Griffin for some emo chick. No one would help because they're sooooo high and mighty with their heads so far up their asses to even give a flying fuck about anyone but themselves. Seriously Ridgeway High has always been the best school in the state and Cameron Griffin was "Mr. Star football captain" that always lead the team to victory against any school. Ridgeway was filled with arrogant jerks whose sports department was undefeated every game. Sounds really snooty and filled with total wads right? Ding ding ding we have a winner. Yeah I know, arrogant schools always has outcasts right? Well no outcast would help me either. Why is that you ask? Well the answer is simple, get in Cameron Griffins way, make sure you said your final words to your loved ones because you'll be dead. Cameron has everyone wrapped around his pinky finger!!! Bullying is so high in Ridgeway it's unbelievable that the school still maintains a good reputation. Whoever is different might as well just exclude yourself and hide before that demon in a human's body turns your friends against you.

Pulling up my neon lime green skinny jeans and looping a studded belt then took a glance at my appearance in the mirror. Black chucks, Bring Me The Horizon t-shirt and a green bandana. Being unsatisfied with my flat hair, I teased it to look like the typical but perfect black poofy emo hair. Nothing special about me. All I see is a loser with black hair and dull gray eyes. No wonder I don't fit in anywhere.

"Ana? You ready for school? Let's go early so we could get your schedule and find your classes."

Even though we are just going to school Eric still looked hot with his curly brown hair and "keep calm because I'm batman" tank and faded jeans. Noticing his nicely built figure, staring a bit longer than necessary.

"Uhm earth to Ana? You in there?"

"Yes uh I'm ready." Walking right past him so he couldn't see my tomato face.

"Lets just get this over with."

The walk to school started off nice. Eric just talking about his classes and how he'd introduce me to his friends so I won't be so lonely. How Eric talks about the teachers I'd assume they are just as self consumed as their students. Great.

Just when Eric started talking about what he wanted to do after high school one of the snobs from Easton High spotted me and jogged over with a wide grin.

"Weeeeeell look who we have here. What a couple you two make. The cutting whore and pretty boy." This is what I hoped for most when I found out I would be going to Ridgeway. I hoped all the rumors would stop and that they would just leave me alone. High school is high school and assholes are asshole. What can you do?

"Listen Trevor, you can say shit about me but no way in hell am I letting you talk shit to Ana." Eric was all up in Trevor's face by now. "Either you apologize to Ana and get out of my face or stay and see what's in store and pay the consequences."

"Oh really pretty boy? Getting all angry over a filthy bit-" Eric swung with an amazing right hook to Trevor's jaw which sure as hell shut him up.

"If you say or do anything to make Ana feel worst about herself. Then you might as well be dead because I'll hurt you so bad you'll wish you were dead. Got it?!"

Trevor staggered back with his hand clamped to his bleeding jaw and took off to his school. Eric has always been so calm and collected. I still haven't gained the courage to ask why on earth he was in an orphanage. He's always been caring and warm hearted but now all his face portrayed was anger and hurt. Almost like he regretted something.

Suddenly losing all the negative emotions and replacing them with a fake smile.

"I'm sorry Ana. Trevor won't bother you again, but if he does make sure you tell me." Pain flashed though his eyes like lighting. Showing up and disappearing as fast as sudden as it came. The pained look was brief, but it was there. That's when it hit me. Eric is broken.

The rest of the way to school was silent but that didn't matter because we were both so lost in our own thoughts. Maybe now would be a good time to ask how he ended up in the orphanage.

"Eric can I ask yo-"

"Well if it isn't the filthy slut. Wow Eric since when do you hang out with the emo losers?" Only one person had that constantly sadistic voice. That one person just so happened to of ruined four years of my life. "Miss me fail?"

That name affected me so much. Just a tiny reminder of the past could trigger me to go insane. When mom and dad "left" I thought that life could be just a little better. Obviously hoping doesn't help since here I was. Seeing Cameron Griffin thirty minuets before school even started. Which means he could do anything to me since not much staff were here this early.

Here he was again. Standing in front of me with that same awful lopsided grin that girls died for but I knew it meant he was planning something. Well goodbye cruel world. I've lived a crapy life and it's only going to get worst with this one boy who will be the death of me.

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A/N:

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-leenie