[never again] - Jealousy

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 PAIN
ACHE
HEART CRUMBLE
FALLING SINKING EXCRUCIATING
NUMB
ENVY
GREEN GREEN
NUMB LIKE A BULLET COURSING THROUGH THE AIR AND LANDING AT PRECISELY THE
PAIN

*gulp*
*crumble*
*fall to ground as if shot in every part of the body*
*cries*
*cries*
*cries*

my lung
my body
i can't feel anything
i depend on others opinions
hatred
hatred
hatred
lies

The stares of the others
Define what I think
Back-stab?
Back-stab?
Voices
Voices
I can't understand
Awkward?
God, I'm so stupid
I don't deserve this
I really don't

RIVER
FLOWING
CONFUSION?
DELUSION?
ILLUSION?
ENCRYPTION?

is this a lock?
where
is
the
key?

heart Jerking
total Envy
heart Ache
emotionally Livid
complete Outcast
eternally Useless
heart Sinking
and utter Yearning
JEALOUSY  

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