Self-Loathing

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No

Why am I so dumb?

Why am I doing this to myself?

Why?


First I was flower

Beautiful rose

untarnished by love

and greed


But look at me

I'm clearly wilting

Running on adrenaline

Purely because I can't help it


First the innocent one

then the older one

and now a look-alike?

How could I?


I don't even have an excuse this time

"Oh she just kind of sort of

looks like that one upperclassman

so I latched on to her."


That's disgusting

I am so greedy

I am so stupid

So vain


I'm dying and getting tireder

Crying and getting messier

And now I have to see her

Everyday until ten?


I am a glutton

Eating all of the fruit

Before anyone can care

And collapsing when it is too late


Three people

One musical

and six classes

Have taken up my life


Why?

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