As I feel the tear slowly falling down my face. I could feel the whole world just slowly fading. How long has it been since I had a clean day? who knows.
All I know is that, I wish I could simply run away. I'm so tried of how things are in my life. In my eyes all I see is darkness and pain. I think it's just cause I'm an average teenager & I've insanely bad mood swings, or maybe I've some sort of mental illness.
Either way, ever since I encountered depression.. My life was never the same as it used to be. I would've never imagine my life the way it is today. I told myself I wouldn't do certain things when I was young, but yet I'm doing most of those things now.
Yes, I cut myself. I also have attempted suicide before. I always have thought to myself that "who would ever love someone who's depressed..." till this day. I still have no answer to that question. Maybe it's my fate to be like this, or maybe I deserve to be who I am today.... A suicidal, cutter, & depression
lonely. Little. Mother. Fucker.
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My Deadly Little Secret (completed)
RomanceAs I stood there looking at myself I knew right at that moment how much hated what I had saw. Not everything is as it seems. I would laugh, smile, and have fun, however it's all an act. All my life I've been bullied, pushed down, and broken. In the...
