The Mafia Boss's Lover(BoyXBoy) book 1 of the dangerous family series

chapter 14

"Riley!"

"Pack your bags, we're going to Italy right now! "

"What the fuck is wrong with you , how could you suggest that when you know shes missing .

"I was just trying to make you happy Riley," William said.

"You thought that would make me happy, you obviously do know me as well as you think then. What would make me have would be find the bastard that kidnaped her and beat the living shit out of him he yelled."

"What are you doing," I gasped.

  "Don't ever take that tone with me again Riley, I think you need to be punished," he slammed me against the wall with my hands above my head . I was trapped. he trailed kissed down my neck and collarbone.

"No William I don't was this please stop."

He looked at me and backed away. I looked at him and I mean really looked at him. Why did he always think he could fix everything with sex. You think it would be obvious that I wasn't in the mood, now matter how good it felt this just isn't right. How could I have a moment of happiness when Alice was probably scared out of her mind and all alone. I just couldn't .

"You're really a piece of shit you know that," I mumbled pushing my way though him.

What was that Riley, I don't think I heard you right he growled out as he yanked my wrist.

Let go . Let me William I said as I struggled against his grip .
I was screaming at this point and all the emotions that I where desperately trying to keep hidden came spilling out.

"Do you even care that I'm hurting!"

"Cant you even try to understand I'm so tired of you always trying to used me like a sex toy."

"I'm more that a source of pleasure for you and you should learn to read the room William."

"I can't even look at you right now."
I could see how much I hurt him but was I wrong. I needed my space right now. I took off down the hall and locked the bedroom door.
A few minutes had past before William started beating on the door .
Riley open the door.
  I know you can hear me Riley,if you don't open the door in 30 seconds I'll break it down.
I sniffled and whipped my tears, I had know doubt that he would do it. When William was pissed anything could happen so to avoid something even more troublesome I reluctantly opened it . 
William stood there with a stern expression and a tray full of food . 

"Go kneel by the bed we need to talk."

I got into the familiar position and waited in silence for what felt like forever . William didn't make a sound and I didn't dare look up. I didn't know exactly how much time passed but my knees were already hurting by the time I could see Williams Louis Vuitton dress shoes walk in front of me.
William ran his hands through his hair and let out and exasperated sigh.
Now Riley I want you to listen to what I have to say before you speak do not interrupt me can you do that.

I nodded in reply.
William grabbed a slice of fruit and his hand before placing it in front of my face.
Open he commanded.
I slowly took the fruit in to my mouth and chewed slowly. William began to slowly feed me throughout the conversation. I honestly think the only reason he did that was to keep my mouth shut but who knows.
 
" Riley I know this is a hard time for you however you don't get to take your anger out on me."

I bit my lip to stop myself from speaking. Deep down I knew it wasn't his fault but I was just so angry.

"Nor do you get say that I treat you like a sex toy because if I did I wouldn't have done all of this."
"I wouldn't have moved you into my house nor would I try to help you out of the situation."
"I'd like to think we have a fairly good relationship however there is always room for improvements and that's goes for the both of us Riley,"he said stroking my cheek.
I felt like shit but how was I supposed to take it when he just toys with me much. Maybe I needed to trust him a bit more . 
"I'm Sorry," I choked out  as my voice cracked for how long I had been crying .
William then lifted me up into his lap and kissed my cheek then my nose before pulling back the covers and tucking me in.

"Don't leave," I whispered as I grabbed his hand. 
He smiled down at me kissing my head once more .
"I'm just getting undressed baby."

True to his words he changed quickly and limbed in pulling me into his chest.  I was slowly being lulled to sleep by the sound of his steady heartbeat.