My Step Brother | L.S |

Chapter 21

I played with my fingers nervously. "So you are breaking up with me?"

    "it's not you its m-"

  "I've heard that a lot of times Its not you its me what did I do to make you feel uncomfortable?"

"N-nothing trust me you did nothing wrong at all it's just...it's really difficult for me to explain..." I says placing my hands on my knees nervously. "But, it isn't you really it isn't"

"Then what is it? You can tell me maybe I can help you with this 'thing' that's bothering you"

I shake my head laying my head on my hand. "You won't judge me right?" He shakes his head. "You won't get a mad if I said that someone else has my eye and always has..."

"Is it Louis?"

"How did you...is it that o-obv-" I stumble over my words.

"Obvious ? Yes it is" he chuckles , "at least that's what I see"

"Is that bad?" I hide my face in my arms that were on the table. "My own brother..."

   "Not at all Harry it's just a normal crush it's not like you guys are like the same blood or anything." He grabs my hand. "People might find it wired but, don't stress about it cause it's just like having a crush on your moms friends son or a crush on your best friend" I smile at him.

"But, if it was your blood related brother then you need serious help" he chuckled. Niall's smile soon faded away and there was an awkward silence for a few seconds. "Does he make you happy?"

"More than you can imagine..."

"I can tell that you really like him by the way you speak about him, tell me about him" I was quite surprised by how calm Niall was taking this. "How is he like?"

   My stomach started filling up with butterflies as I thought about Louis and how he was. "His an amazing person...I don't even think words can explain him...he is really beautiful..." I started going on off things about him that I didn't even know were coming out of my mouth. "But...I know that he will never be into me"

    "Why do you say that?"

   "He just sees me as one of his Bros"

    "Well, Harry you will never know" I started thinking back at the pregnancy. There was no chances between Louis and I just fantasies of mine. "You okay?" I try holding back my tears.

    "Yeah, am fine"

"Why don't you just admit your feelings to him?" I shake my head. "And why not?"

"Trust me these past few days haven't been our week for us so I would rather not have this week get any worser" my phone buzzes I look over to it.

      I am going out with Alex after school you need anything ? -Louis

     I flip my phone so the screen faced the table, "wanna go watch a movie?" I ask Niall turning to face him.

    "Yeah why not" He helped me out of the kitchen into the living room. Before we picked a good movie we gathered up pillows and blankets on the floor and started making a fort. Niall then brought some snacks from the kitchen. "Netflix and chill" Niall says sitting down next to me turing on his computer then logging into Netflix.