My Step Brother | L.S |

Chapter 22

Another day without emotion showing to my face. I sit down drinking my tea getting ready to go to my appointment I was finally getting a cast on boot that I no longer needed to be in a wheel chair.
Louis and I haven't really spoken much like always my mom has been suspicious lately. Oh, and did I mention that my parents are going on a fancy date tonight. It made me so happy to hear that maybe it will help they're marriage.

I have been going out a lot too by myself and sometimes with Niall. We been going out to clubs and just bars regular teenage stuff. There was this one time where we both got really drunk and made out in the back of his car but it went no further. I am still a virgin and waiting for that special person and also this girl tried to hit on my she started grinding on me and putting her hand on my thighs.
She was heart broken when I told her I was gay not for long cause few seconds later she went right to the guy that was next to me and started doing the same thing.

I had to start school again later this week. That's the thing I hate is that I have to see Liam, Avery and Louis' face everyday now. Whenever I have a break down I just keeping repeating the words is isn't worth it those have became my words that make me feel better. Louis had another argument with Alex supposedly Alex actually been pregnant for Three months without knowing.

I usually hate the attention but, having no attention from Louis is bugging me. I miss him looking after me asking me everyday if I am doing any better or being held by him. He has been giving all his attention to school and Friends not even Alex gets his attention enough. Louis' best friend Zayn came by yesterday we talked for a bit and for the first time he wasn't being all nasty talking. He was actually comforting to talk to he really listened and no I did not tell him anything about me having a crush on Louis.
By the one down three to go thing I decided not to do that. I really need Niall and my mom in my life especially Louis. I was planning on breaking up with Niall in which I did but stop being friends with him and I was going to run away from home leaving a letter for my parents and Louis explains how much I loved them but I can't seem to do it.

I got in the car plugging in my phone and turned my music up. "You doing okay?" I nod looking out the window.

"Why can't Louis take me..."

"Well, honey he is busy with school" my mom says pulling out of the drive way. I really wanted him to drive me to the appointment but, seems like I am going to find a different way to get his attention.
The fight we had a few days back about the letter was all gone now. I did my research comparing Louis' handwriting to the letter turns out it isn't his hand writing and the lady nurse found the actual letter.

I feel bad for snapping at him. I should of known it was Liam along. Can't accept anything from someone who hates you. Now I am doing everything I can to get Louis' attention. "Are you excited for your dinner tonight?" A huge smile appeared on her face.

"Yes" she nodded, "hopefully it goes alright...wanna be the best for your step father"

"You are perfect mum just perfect the way you are" I say placing a hand on her hand and smile at her. "It's going to go great." She placed her hand over my hand smiling back at me.

We finally arrived at the clinic. They helped me get into a wheel chair and took me in. "Nice to see you again Styles" I sit down on the bed. "Your boyfriend didn't come with you this time?" Louis has been the one taking me to my little appointments. They know him as my boyfriend let them believe that.

"Well okay Harry let's check you up"

An hour later I came out with a cast on one of my feet. My Mum helped me in the car "oh, while you were in there I found this" she handed me a brown old looking book.

I gave her a confused look, "what is this?"

"Harry it hasn't been a longtime" she pointed to a name on the note book,

Property of Harry Styles .

Please don't read if you do not go by the name Harry Edward Styles thank you .

all the love Harry X

"I found it in the trunk" I now remembered it was my old diary the one I stopped writing in it because of Louis. I used to write in it all day everything that was in my mind that I couldn't say to anyone and since Louis came into my life he made me forget about this journal because I no longer needed it since I had him to keep him as my journal who I shared everything with who I trust the most who I share my most lovable moments with. "Did you miss it?"

"Not really..." I smile to myself looking down at it couldn't help but think of Louis. I was going to wait till I got home to open it.

The car ride wasn't long just enough time to come back at the same time as Louis, "Harry" I get off carefully "Oh, you got a cast? Cool."

"Now I can finally walk"

"That's great, what I wanted to ask you was would you like to come with me to my friends Halloween party?" He was inviting me to a party? I rubbed my arm nervously he placed his hand on my hand. "Don't be nervous I promise Avery won't ever lay another hand on you and if he does just tell me so I can bet his ass up for you" this is the attention I missed from Louis.

"I-I Would like to go"

"Great, do you need a hand getting in?" He grabs my hand walking me in with me. I held tight on to my journal. Hopefully nothing bad happens at the party I really don't want to be ditched again.

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UPDATE !
I want it to be Christmas already ):