My Step Brother | L.S |

Chapter 32

I stayed in my car trying to get my shit together. I look over to the chocolates and flowers. What a waste. I want to see him I want to hear everything from him. I wipe my tears and turn on my car.

( 3 messages from Zayn )

Sorry you had to find out throughly text -Z
Are you really okay ? - Z
Come over I will explain everything in person -Z

I am going to his house - L.T to Z

I texted him then put my phone away and, drove to Alex's house. You can do this Louis. I get off grabbing the chocolates and flowers. Just act normal like you are gonna see him normally. I can't let my anger take over me. I get off my car and walk to his front door and knock. "Louis!" I can't look at him. I can't look at him the same way.
Alex wraps his arms around me. I push him off. "W-what's wrong?"

"Tell me it isn't true..."

"Tell you what?" He ask confused.

"I-is that baby mine?"

"What kind of question is that?? Of course it is your baby!" I can tell when he is lying. "D-do you think I cheated on you?"

"Don't lie to me"

"I am not lying to you!" He yells at me.

"I can tell when you are lying!" I snap back. "Is it true that you been fucking around with Avery behind my back??"

"I would never cheat on you especially with Avery! Did you forget he was homophobic?! I would rather die then cheat on you with him!" Calm down Louis.

"You dated him didn't you?" He stayed quiet. "It wasn't so long ago...and you loved him..."

"I-I did date him ... but that was long ago and it doesn't mean that I cheated on you!"

"Did you or did not cheat on me with Avery"

"I did not cheat" He answers not looking at me. If only those words were true.

"Look at me in the face" I say grabbing his hands. His eyes started to get teary and he let go of my hand. "Say something..."

"I-I'm sorry..." I was afraid of this.

"Why? I gave you everything , I gave you my attention my love and everything you wanted! What else did you want was I not good enough for you??"

"I-I was feeling lonely! You spent your whole time with Harry every time I was with you all you ever talked about was about Harry! Harry this and Harry that! I couldn't take it, I was begging to think you were falling in love with him!"

"You could have told me instead of cheating on my with-with Avery!"

"I tried but, you just ignored me!" The lights turned up in Avery's parents room. We woke them up with our yelling.

"I'm sorry ... " I should of paid more attention to the things that I did. "

"W-we can st-" I shake my head.

"This isn't gonna work out...I can't even look at you" I turned around. I still have to go home and pack up. I wished I never fell in love. He wrapped his arms around me from behind.

"I love you Louis please don't go" I turn around and push him off me.

"What's going on here?" His dad ask as he walks down the stairs with his wife.

"I can't love someone who doesn't really mean it and I speak for us both" I kiss him then hand him the chocolates keeping the flowers. "Goodbye Alex." I walk away.

He said something's that made me wanna turn back around but, I know if I did I would regret it. I get in my car and drive off fast not looking back at Alex house. He is better off without me we are just not meant to be together. We couldn't make each other happy. We fell in love with other people. And he was right every time I went out with Alex all I could think about was Harry.

What would it be like if I was dating Harry instead of dating Alex ...
What would it be like if I was holding Harry's hand instead of Alex's
What would it be like if I was holding Harry in my arms instead of Alex
What would it be like if I was kissing Harry's lips instead of Alex's

I tried to forget all those things in my mind but, once I found out Alex's was pregnant. I decided to put those thoughts away and try to make Alex happy. But, deep inside I knew that I wasn't fully being loyal to him because, I loved Harry my own step- brother.

      I reached the house and parked. Time to pack. The bus leaves at 6:00am. I could drive to London it would be about 3 hours but, me not a big of a driver I would get easily tired and I can't drive that far out. I grab the flowers and drag myself out of my car to the front door.
"I'm home..." They are all angry at me for sure. Everything was dark all you could see was the things that the moon lighted up. I quietly walk up the stairs and walk into Harry's room. I quickly but, quietly got my stuff and put it in a bag.

   If I take the bus i would have to leave my car and, would have to take less stuff but, I could always come back and get them. I don't wanna leave anything behind. I drag the bags down the stairs and put them in the trunk of my car. I then walk back inside to my room I put the flowers on Harry's counter. "Take care" I kiss him on the forehead and then leave the room closing the door quietly behind me.

I want to leave asap. Even though I feel bad for leaving my mom without asking how she's feeling, not telling Liam that I am leaving, leaving Alex heartbroken, not properly telling Zayn when I was leaving and, also not saying bye to my dad. I'll be back someday I promise. It's not that a big of deal. I'm only a few hours away from them. Even though it still breaks my heart that I won't see them every single day I know that they are better off without me.
Take care of Harry for me... -Louis to Niall.

I decided to drive to London instead of taking the bus. I can't wait to see the twins and how my mom is doing. I promise to be a better son mom not to put you in any sort of danger. I promise to be the best big brother to the twins and, treat Dan with respect. I don't want to be the bad son I use to be.

    No turning back now.

I start my car and drive off. It's gonna take a few hours but, it's worth it. Mini road trip just me , myself and I. It's feels good to be alone sometimes.
I am coming home mom.