I felt so sick that I couldn't even eat nor sleep after that night I've been questioning everything. It's only been one day I couldn't even look at Louis "You awake?" Louis says walking into my room. I didn't look at him and pretended to sleep, "You have to take your medicine"
He shook me and I pretend to not feel anything , "Harry" I pushed him away.
"I am sleeping..." I groan.
"You need to take it so you can get better faster" I look up at him he started taking a few pills on his palm and placed a water bottle on the table. He turned on the light turing off my lamp that was on my bed side desk. "Okay h-" I slapped them out of his hand making them all fall on the ground.
"I am not going to take shit from you," I say giving him a cold dead stare.
"Harry it's your m-" I sit up. "You expect me to take pills from an asshole who hates me! Who knows if you put something in the pills that would kill me"
"Harry what has gotten into you? Why in the bloody hell do you think I would do that!"
"Playing the innocent of course...wonder how many people actually fall for that." He started picking up the pills from the ground. "Really sick and tired of your games can't believe I actually believed everything you said to me Harry trust me, I will always be there for you, I would never hurt you I love you bullshit."
"Harry I do love you and you know I am always here for when ever you need me," I chuckle rolling my eyes. "Don't you roll your eyes at me!"
"And I am sure that's why you never visited me in the hospital...you don't fucking care about me just say it," I cover myself back in my covers "Can you please get out"
"Harry there is a reason why I didn't visit you while you were in the hospital" I sit up quickly.
"Oh, really what as it?? Let's hear another one of your stupid pathetic lies what was it this time?" I say giving him a fake smile then drop turning serious. "The note said it all"
"You got my note??" I nodded. "Well re read it cause that explains it all!" can't believe he just said that I would be embarrassed if it was me.
"Get out" he grabbed the pills, "put the pills down and get out..."
"But you h-"
"I said get out! Get out, get out, get out!" I throw stuff at him till he finally got out. I fall on my pillow and began sobbing. Louis said it himself he hates me he always did. He is happy with Alex they are soon going to have a child together the thought of that disgusted me it doesn't seem right at all.
It had to come one day Louis soon had to move on with his live and start a family without me in the picture cause his life is better if I just disappear from it permanently.
I reach over grabbing two pills popping it in my mouth. Niall can probably make me feel better I just need to be held by someone and since the person I actually want to be held by forever hates me I feel like shit and I know nothing will be okay. It annoys me how people say such lies...
"Oh, you will be fine"
"It's going to be okay"
"I support you"
"It will get better"
Nothing gets to me anymore. I am just done with everything , everyone. I can't take much of this anymore everything just ends up horrible I wanna give up...my life is going terrible.
"Hey babe what's up?" I can't even find the words to say to Niall. I was shaking trembling I kept stuttering tripping over my words. I soon finally found the words to say. "We need to talk..."
"Just tell me right here over phone,"
"This needs to be done in person...can you come over tonight?"
"Yeah sure whatever you say babe,"
"Thanks" I hang up falling back on my bed taking a deep breathe wiping my tears. "Two down more to go..."
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UPDATE !
Okay the reason why I am so late on updates is because I have school and have been failing some classes so I am spending time studying . And I said I was going to update 2-4 days NO I AM NOT DELETING THE STORY I AM STILL GOING TO KEEP WRITING so please wait a little I wish I didn't have school );
Sorry for my bad grammars I usually update at night around 10 before going to bed cause thats the only time I have free time.
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