My Step Brother | L.S |

Chapter 28

I hold my mums hand apologizing to her, and she rubbed my back saying it wasn't my fault. "I'm such a bad son..."

    "No, you are a great son" She kisses my forehead and I lay my head on her belly. "Don't ever say that you're a bad son"

I never meant to hurt my mother in anyway. I was just so angry that I let myself snap at her. Louis' dad must hate me right now for sending my own mother to the hospital. I feel so terrible. Something worse could of happened if I never came back and I don't want to imagine what it could of been.
I've been here next to her side for hours apologizing she keeps saying "Oh, it's okay babe it wasn't your fault"  Louis was out with his dad getting us something to eat.

   I wasn't hungry at all the lump in my throat made me lose my appetite. Also , Alex was with them but I didn't really care at the moment all I care about right now is the health of my mum. "I just feel so bad!"

    "It's alright everything is alright" she says smoothing my hair, "And I'm going to be alright Louis should take you home so you can get some rest you've been here all day"

    "I can't leave you" I say looking up at her.

    "I'll be alright" She smiles at me grabbing my hand.  I nod laying my head back down.

    "Mum, I don't mean to sound rude or anything but could you maybe tell Louis to not bring Alex cause right now I'm not in the mood for any company..." She nods putting her hand on arm.

    "I'm sure he will understand"

   "Thank you"

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         Awhile later Louis and his dad finally came. "Sorry if we took long bit of traffic out there today" Louis' dad says coming in the room placing down the stuff.

    "Lou sweetheart could I talk to you?" My mum says calling Louis over. He nods and walks to her.

    I sat down on the couch grabbing my burger eating it having a little chat with my step-dad. "Of course no problem"  Louis looked over at me and smiled. "Come on Harry" I said goodbye giving my mum a huge hug.

We walked out of the hospital, "Where's Alex?"

"He went home since you didn't want any company over I told him to go home" He says sighing walking to the car.

"Are you mad?"

"No, of course not"

   "Oh, okay..." I knew he was mad by the way he gribbed his hand on the staring wheel and by the look on his face. "I didn't want to be rude or anything..."

"It's okay Harry"

"I just feel uncomfortable right now..." Louis nodded, "And with my mum in the hospital.."

"I know"

"I don't want Alex taking it the w-"

"I said alright , it isn't your fault" He says interrupting me. "And I am not mad" he looked at me and gave me a small smile then turned back to the road. I slouched in the seat. The car ride was quiet, till I spoke up.

"Louis do you really think I am selfish?" I say quietly "Do you think that I am self centered .." Before he could awnser me his phone started ringing.

"Zayn! I was trying to call you"

"Uhh, nothing really just dropping off Harry at the house but, after that I could go to your place we need to talk"

"No, no nothing scary just .. Ya know things from back then"

"It is serious"

"Aright see you then bye love you too weed buddy" he hung up and looked at me. "Sorry had to awnser that"

"Everything okay?"

"Yeah everything is okay"

"Why you going over to Zayns ?" I ask a little mad.

"Well he is my friend and I wanna see him" how could he want to go to his friends house at this time while my mom is in the hospital.

"My mom is in the hospital! And you wanna go over to your drug addict friends house instead of praying for my mother to get better??" He looked at me shocked.

"Zayn is not a drug Attic! And I care about my mom too didnt you hear her she is feeling much better and that there is nothing to worry about" I scoff. "You have no right to call zayn anything you don't even know him!"

"She lies just to make us not worry!" I snap back at him "I can't believe you would turn down your mother to go hang out with zayn and smoke weed" 

"I never said I was gonna smoke weed with him, I need my best friend at this moment! I don't think you will understand anything..." I look out the window. "I need my brother."

"I am your brother, why can't you tell me??"

"This is something serious .. I am sorry Harry if you take this the wrong way I don't meant to hurt your feelings or anything but , Zayn is the only one that I can tell cause I trust him more then anyone" Of course he doesn't trust me..should I even trust him? Everyone I meet always has someone more important then me and they always put them first why can't I have someone that always puts me first and chooses me over everyone. "Sorry but this is personal and really important I am sure mum will understand"

I shake my head. We were just a few blocks from home so I just opened the door while he was driving and get out walking to my house.

Louis is leaving in three days and he rather spend them with Zayn. I meant nothing as always.

I turned around and he speeded away.  "Get some rest Harry you need it.." I say to myself and walk into my house.

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Hey guys I know it's been a long time since I updated , sorry about that .

I apologize if there is any errors , I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I will be still updating I am working on updating more earlier .