My Step Brother | L.S |

Chapter 33

        I woke up early this morning because , the cat wouldn't stop crying it was scratching the door wanting to get out. He has never done this before. Mom is gonna get angry when she sees the door.
   Right now I was sitting on a stool at the island countertop. I made myself a coffee, even though I'm  not a big fan, I wasn't even drinking it I kept playing around with it. Turns out Dusty wanted to go outside for some reason, I had to let him out or else he would of scratch the front door too.

      I lay my head down on the counter.
    I should probably go back to sleep. School starts in an hour or two.
The house was so quiet, it felt empty and lonely. The only noise was the clock ticking every second. I raise my head up getting up from the chair, picking up my cup of coffee that I didn't drink and put it in the sink.
    I then grab a new cup pouring water into it and pour the water in the vase that had the red fresh roses that were sitting on the counter. 

         Once, I was done watering the roses I made my way up to the stairs and back into my bed. Later that morning I got ready for school. I drove myself today to school, which was nice. My mom was feeling much better, dad was gonna stay home to look after her. Ever since her accident he never wanted to leave her side. Let's see what they say about the divorce later on. "Harry come on" Niall says already walking ahead of me. Today went by slow but, it was a nice day everything seemed somewhat new.

     Avery acted like I didn't exist at all, it was like we never even meet. Liam smiled at me a few time in the hall way. Niall transferred in to our school which made me really happy, I actually had someone to joke around with. Everything seemed perfect but, maybe too perfect? Is this what it felt to be a normal person at school not popular nor getting bullied.
     Right now, I was sitting with Niall at lunch we were having a normal conversation about football games coming up.

     Everyday went normal I drove to school, have lunch with Niall and Liam. Even after school we sometimes hanged out at the skate park or the mall and every time the days passed I would water the roses. Till one day they grew old and died, I had to throw them away. Mom and dad never asked me about Louis not one single word that came out of their mouths mentions Louis in any way. Strangely neither did Liam, Niall or Avery.
    Everyone stayed silent about him even me. I haven't mentioned it to anyone either all I knew was the roses were from him. It's like he just vanished from this world.

    I didn't cry, I didn't feel sad either. I was happy now with or without him. I'm happy now because I know what Louis would say when ever I got mad or sad ever since he snapped at me when my mom got hurt he opened my eyes. I been living in such a depressing life, even if thing weren't bad I would just shut people out for no reason making them hate me more. Not everything was the bullies fault some of the sadness I felt was my own fault.
     I couldn't move on from my parents divorce, because I didn't even try to move on, I didn't try to stop the bullies from bullying me I let them continue. But, now I know more then I did before.

      "When are you two gonna make it official?" Liam says smirking up at me and Niall.

     "Make what official?" Niall scoffs.

    "Hmm, don't pretend to not know" Liam also apologized for everything. I know what he did is something unforgettable I hated him with all my guts, but look at us now we hang out mostly everyday now. It's all just a clump of mess, I felt uncomfortable with him for the first couple of days but, I gotten to know him a bit more.
      With Niall nothing has been said about what we really are, I guess we will remain friends for now which I think is what I feel more comfortable with. Even though I like Niall I still love Louis which are two different things. While I was in my thoughts Niall and Liam kept chatting.

    About Zayn, nothing has been said. I'm sure he is with Louis in London. I wish I could text him to see how he was doing but, he change his number there was no way to contact him. But, I'll see him again I know I will and, when I do I will kiss him tell him how I feel even if he doesn't feel the same I will be really happy.
     I will be looking forward to that day.