My Step Brother | L.S |

Chapter 27

I wake up not wanting to do anything today, I look at Louis as he walks out my door with his clothes in his hands yawning. I turn back around to face my window sighing, "Just make today go fast..." three days with Louis then after that he is gone.

    I don't want him to leave me alone. Once Louis leaves everything will be back to the way it was me getting bullied by Avery the new people who treat me terrible and Liam next time I'll probably be in a black bag being carried away.

Don't think that much Harry just try your best to be okay. I put my hands over my face calming myself down. I reach over to my night stand and grab my journal.
I open it to the first page and began reading it.

This is going to be my first time writing in you so I might sound a bit awkward. My mum gave me this journal today for my 10th birthday she said that i could write anything I wanted in this and no one would judge me.
I like the sound of that because every time I tell someone my thoughts they either ignore me or judge me. Avery pushed me in the mud today...calling me a "Fat Pig" nothing new.

I flip a few pages reading a random one.

Today was actually a great day,
I went to visit my dad after months and months of not seeing him.
He is a such a nice guy we went out for yogurt and talked about our life's and of course I didn't tell him anything about Avery and being bullied at school that would probably worry him.

I skip another few pages...

Today was another great day with my dad,
I was staying at my dads for a whole week we had plans already planned and one of them was telling him everything that went on at school.
When I told him he gave me a speech saying that I shouldn't let them win , that I shouldn't listen to them. When he gave me that speech I felt my heart warm up.
He used to get bullied till one day he stood up for himself and they stopped treating him bad. They later on started treating him like a normal person. I love my dad. He is the sweetest caring person ever.

I turned to the next page,

Hey son,
I saw you writing on this journal yesterday and thought I should leave you a small letter telling you how much I care about you and love you. Don't worry I didn't read any of your other stuff. Promise.
Don't let those awful people's words get to your head, you are one special person. Since the first time I saw you in your moms arms I knew you were going to grow up being an amazing special person to do big things in life. I can't tell the future but, I have a feeling that you are gonna get through this and live a great life just don't give up on yourself and let the bad people win.
You are better then you think, you just gotta stop putting yourself down so much letting those people's words get in your head. Your heart his made of gold, full of love just like your mothers and don't let anyone take that away. All the love, dad xx

I felt tears stream down my face. I take a deep breath and turn the page.

Terrible, just terrible ...
Your the only one I have to tell how I am feeling right now... Sad, terrible, lost ..
The day we got back from the amusement park we built a fort in the living room and stayed up all night watching movies I was the first one to fall asleep. When I woke up my dad was gone he left a note saying that the babysitter was coming and that I should pack so I could go back home.
I did just what he said and waited..waited ..waited till it got midnight. The babysitter was a nice lady and said she would stay up with me all night. Around 2 am there was a ring at the door once I saw the officers take their hats off and say that my father had died in a car accident ...it was the worst day of my life.