My Step Brother | L.S |

Chapter 36

     I can't sleep. How can I even sleep like this. What is wrong with me ?
I put my hands over my face.
   Why does everyone hate me ? What am I doing wrong ?

" I never saw you as friend, I never wanted to be friends with you"

Fucking hell what did he mean a by that. I stand up on the couch. If he never wanted to be my friend then why did he stay with me. Did he want to make a joke out of me or what?
Am I really that clueless..? I don't want Zayn to hate me. He's my best friend whatever it is that i did wrong I want to fix it. I don't wanna lose him.

" Because Love makes you do the stupidest fucking shit"

    I don't wanna think about that. It's gotta be something else. Please anything by that. I let out a big sigh as I get up from the couch and walk over to the kitchen to grab a water. Why would he ever love me? Like he said I'm nothing but selfish.
      Even when I acted like a total idiot back then he still stayed by my side. He is such a good person.

   I really admire Zayn. He was the kind of person I want to be like. Even when he stayed up babysitting, working or studying he still manage to show up to school everyday. He got good grades. He was such a kind person to everyone. That one day he told me that he liked me. I thought it was all a joke. Can't imagine what what was going through his head when I gave him that respond.
     Leigh was having a party at her house the whole 8th grade class was invited to celebrate that we were going to enter high school.
      That party was the day Zayn told me that he liked me.

       * " It's my turn to spin!" One of the girl says cheerfully.
"Wonder who it's going to land on" people day chattering in the background as the bottle started spinning.

I look up at it landed on Zayn. "Oo" one of the girls say. Zayn looked so bored.

"Zayn, truth or dare?" Zayn sighed.

"I don't know..." he says bored. "Truth?"

"How boring!" She says frowning. "Well then can't be helped." She starts thinking.

A grin then appears across her face. "What do you really think about Louis?" He looks at me with a blank expression then looks back at her.

"I think he's a good friend."

"Hmm" she says frowning again. "Be more specific"

"I don't know what to say he's a good friend and he's always there for me." She tsk.
The game continues for another good minutes.

"Louis, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"Hmm, I dare you to go dress up as a girl and walk around the block." She says grinning widely.

"Okay" I stand up she leads me up to her room and picks out an outfit for me then leaves."Wow, look at all this!"

"Why did you bring me up here" Zayn says crossing his arms. "You know you don't have to do it. It's just a stupid game."